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Hey guys it has been awhile since i updated... i have been hanging out with rin alot and its 4 days til my pre-op. I went swimming with rin and her cousins earlier... Im starting to get addicted to Full Metal alchemist ..after all they restarted the episode so i can watch it and understand it....as you can see in my profiles i have a Color bar of all...he my fav character. meh. Steph-chan will you make me a Jakotsu [gay char from inuyasha ><] i provide the pictures or/and ayame color bar [character i was named from in inuyasha] ^_^ ...or will you teach me how to make one...
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In other matter I am seriously love sick... i miss ivey so much ..shes in mexico and im worried something might happen to her and i wouldnt know... oh i could list all of my paranoias of what could happen but i wont...i was rins last night and i had alot on my mind and i was also trying to sleep and i kinda went demon for a second and yelled at everyone even rin [ sorry guys] then i took the pillow and blanket and put my self in rins room [ since we all were in the living room] i layed there trying to calm my self down and mentally talked to carcy for a bit ..the after i stopped talkingto him my guy form took over and made me thinking that something could happen to her so on so forth and i got depressed and started crying then i was having trouble breathing and i walked out to get a bottle of water so it was dark...me in the dark depressed with tears in my eyes tryingto get to the kitchen and back then i couldnt sleep so asked rin to come in and i told her why i was depressed and she let me huggle her huge cat plushy so what if it wasnt a panther it was almost as big as iveys panther form so i slept better. Ivey i miss you be safe in mexico.
Now im feeling alittle dizzy since we were in the sun for a while and recently its like when i go out side for to long i get really dizzy hmmmm another reason i probably havent wrote in awhile probably cause im addicted to Deviant Art i am WhiteWolfIris. Eh what else to say before i go on one of my poetic rants not much o.O uhm love you guys, be safe, Hurricane Dennis will die, go see war of the worlds and I am O.o >.> <.< depressed T-T
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Far
By~ Ayame and Prince Aya
Even though your miles away
Doesnt mean i cant feel you
Even though you're not in sight
Doesnt mean you're not in mind
You sweet smile is there everytime i close my eyes
Your sweet touch is always there even when i sleep at night
I feel you next to me your soothing warmth
My eyes are closed but i am protecting you
I am alone but you are here and i am there
My hand on your cheek, i feel it
I look out the window and up at the stars watching over everything below
Just as i watch you in spirit
Every night i lace my hands and chant a simple prayer
For you to be strong
For you to be happy
For you to be safe
Thats all i ever wish for you
In your car driving away
I will lead you out of the storm
And into the haven of your destination
Then all will be there is my loving spirit the rest is from afar
Even thugh your miles away
Doesnt mean i cant feel you
Even though you're not in sight
Doesnt mean you're not in mind
bye bye
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In other matter I am seriously love sick... i miss ivey so much ..shes in mexico and im worried something might happen to her and i wouldnt know... oh i could list all of my paranoias of what could happen but i wont...i was rins last night and i had alot on my mind and i was also trying to sleep and i kinda went demon for a second and yelled at everyone even rin [ sorry guys] then i took the pillow and blanket and put my self in rins room [ since we all were in the living room] i layed there trying to calm my self down and mentally talked to carcy for a bit ..the after i stopped talkingto him my guy form took over and made me thinking that something could happen to her so on so forth and i got depressed and started crying then i was having trouble breathing and i walked out to get a bottle of water so it was dark...me in the dark depressed with tears in my eyes tryingto get to the kitchen and back then i couldnt sleep so asked rin to come in and i told her why i was depressed and she let me huggle her huge cat plushy so what if it wasnt a panther it was almost as big as iveys panther form so i slept better. Ivey i miss you be safe in mexico.
Now im feeling alittle dizzy since we were in the sun for a while and recently its like when i go out side for to long i get really dizzy hmmmm another reason i probably havent wrote in awhile probably cause im addicted to Deviant Art i am WhiteWolfIris. Eh what else to say before i go on one of my poetic rants not much o.O uhm love you guys, be safe, Hurricane Dennis will die, go see war of the worlds and I am O.o >.> <.< depressed T-T
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Far
By~ Ayame and Prince Aya
Even though your miles away
Doesnt mean i cant feel you
Even though you're not in sight
Doesnt mean you're not in mind
You sweet smile is there everytime i close my eyes
Your sweet touch is always there even when i sleep at night
I feel you next to me your soothing warmth
My eyes are closed but i am protecting you
I am alone but you are here and i am there
My hand on your cheek, i feel it
I look out the window and up at the stars watching over everything below
Just as i watch you in spirit
Every night i lace my hands and chant a simple prayer
For you to be strong
For you to be happy
For you to be safe
Thats all i ever wish for you
In your car driving away
I will lead you out of the storm
And into the haven of your destination
Then all will be there is my loving spirit the rest is from afar
Even thugh your miles away
Doesnt mean i cant feel you
Even though you're not in sight
Doesnt mean you're not in mind
bye bye