May 05, 2009 08:10
Hey there, morning here,
this is not even a full chapter but thanx to Yamada's moonlight I had the desire to write in this one, but still hope to manage the other one cuz I love the other one too, plus I am into more pairings lately
so
here is chapter 4 of dream girl,
At times like those Yamada felt little bet easy and yet concerned , he was lucky he didn't have concerts or any performance that weekend, maybe it was because the doctor told his management maybe it was exams week for him and his friends maybe he was just too lucky, he was ok with that, but he didn’t want to bother his friends and yet they showed up at his place and stayed with him for couple of minutes before he went to the center, his friends were worried about him too but he didn't know what to tell them, then he decided to try his luck since it seemed to be that great.
He looked at his friends, Yuto, Chinen, also Takaki was there, Yabu and Ryutaro too, Hikaru and Inoo had exams but promised to come later while Keito and Daiki where late for some reason.
Yamada felt the need to tell his friend about his dreams but he didn't know what to say, they might laugh at him and start making fun of it, but it was a chance he had to take, after all he knew it was now or never.
-" Guys I want to tell you something," he sat on his bed looking at the notebook in front of him, he was doing it just because he gave a promise and he was not going to break it.
"What is it Yama-chan?" looked Yabo at him with concern
" Well actually you might think this is a silly thing but I just wanted to inform you , I'm not really sick , I just like to sleep really, I am going to this centre because I want you all to stop worrying… and I think you would understand what I mean once you read this, you can give it back to me on Monday though."
He didn't have enough courage to tell his friend, how coward he felt, but managed to put the notebook in front of them.
Everyone was silent for a while before hearing Yamada's mom calling; it was the time for them to leave. The rest went downstairs with him, smiled as the drive went, but felt really worried as Yuto held the notebook in his hand so preciously.
"Entry no.2:
To you, whom I never met yet in my real life, the one I cherish, this is my second time writing to you and it is not easier still.
Normally, I would feel like stupid writing about it but I don't want to lose contact with you, and lately those pills that Toshihero Sensei gave me are making me really go deep in my sleep but also it meant my nights are dreamless empty and worthless to waste.
I feel bad not to tell my friends about it but I really love to tell them too, I wish I could show them why you are so special , why I rather be in my dreams than staying awake. I think I am hurting them a lot by that, ne?
Remember when you first appeared in my dreams, it was the night after I had the perfume performance, every one thought it was amazing one, to tell you the truth it was one of the best that I did, because I did it from my heart, I read that letter praying to find a girl who would love me for me, not the famous Yamada Ryosuke, and there you appeared later in my dream.
That dream felt so unreal, I wasn't that famous and you wasn't even familiar with us as Hey!say! you were just a cute normal girl.
I know that maybe you are a reflect of how I love my life to be sometimes, simple and funny and sweet, you know a normal highschooler's life.
You know I but that possibility aside the moment I joined the Johnney's, and I don't regret one piece of it, because thinking about it I would have never met you, really.
I have been thinking about it and really if I was a normal kid I would probably had a girlfriend, and I wouldn't have made that prayer back then, I wouldn't have wrote you that letter, and I would have been a really horrible teenager, or nerd I don't know which is better or worst.
You know I love the chat that we have, I was amazed at the fact that you even have a name a cute one, I still remember how you introduced your self formally , it made me smile, " Takahashi Sora", I knew right then that you are not just a girl from my dreams but also a girl I can treasure her name, I promise you if I got married and never found you in real life my baby girl would be called the same name you have "Sora", you know because I really like you. "
As the pages continued, it was clear now to them what was wrong with their friend, some how he was in love with this girl he was seeing in his dream, everything he wrote about her made her look, act and behave like a great person, even though it felt like invading someone's else's privacy, they couldn't help it, Yuto felt strange a little bet because his friend never told him about it , because he really hoped this time that he would find his Yama chan's Sora
I only own Sora chan, and I just made her up but thinking of some twists later on ^^