The Forlon Affinity chappie 4
Title: The Forlon Affinity chappie 4
Author: Aya_kazu
Pairings: Akame, RyoPi (Slightly)
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Angst
Disclaimer: If I owned their stuff consider....
Summary: Jin left Kattun to pursue his career. He left them twice, he break his heart twice. Are they still fated to be together? Will he make it right again before everything was too late?
Koki flipped open the newspaper to read while waiting for the rest to come in. Though reading wasn’t his favorite hobbies, he has nothing to do before the arrival of his band mates. When he was about to close the papers, he saw the latest gossip articles in the big headline and the main artists is none other than Akanishi Jin.
The headline read “Akanishi Jin’s new partner- Suzuki Naho.” There are also photos of them being close together, hugging each other. It also stated that Suzuki Naho is the one that Jin wanted to protect as he had mentions on a music show yesterday.
“Oh gosh! I better throw this away before Kame is here.” Koki was furious, because when he sees Jin can actually get over it so fast without even a proper break up with Kame and this happen. But he was more concern about Kame if he gets to see this article. Will he become worse?
“It alright, Koki.” A soft voice rung behind him. Koki jumped up from the sofa in no time.
“Kame! When… when did you come in?”
“When you first started reading that newspaper of yours.” Kame pointed.
“Wh… WHAT?!” Koki quickly hid it behind him. Kame couldn’t help but to laugh after seeing Koki’s reaction,
“Hey, Kame…” Koki cautiously walk towards him. He felt weird when Kame acted as if it was nothing concerning him and could even laugh casually after reading that article. He must be putting a brave front to cover his sorrows.
“Kame, you don’t have to force yourself.” Koki felt hurt when he saw how Kame tries to push all the pain away. It’s obvious that he was severely affected by the scandal.
“I’m fine, Koki. Don’t worry about me.” Kame holds his face. He knows how Koki feel for him, but he just can’t allow himself to accept him especially at this moment. He can’t bear to let him waste his precious time on him.
“Koki, find someone else, I don’t deserve your…” Koki stop him from saying further by putting a finger on his lips.
“Shh… It doesn’t matter how long I have to wait, it doesn’t matter how much I deposit my love on you. What matters most is I believe you worth the wait. You are worth it, Kazuya.” Koki looked at him affectionately, wrapping his arm around the younger man.
“Koki…” Kame was speechless and dumbfounded, he doesn’t know how to respond. He felt that he wasn’t doing the right thing but on the other hand, he felt that he really needed someone there for him. He knows that what he is doing is selfish but he really yearned for the love and care from someone whom he is meant for. Even so, he can’t afford to hurt him. He believes that if he can’t reciprocate his love for Koki, then he shouldn’t waste any of their time.
“Ko…” Before he can speak what’s on his mind, Koki pulled him towards himself and presses his lips on his. Kame widens his eyes, flabbergasted and stunned.
“Oha…” Junno opened the door and greeted loudly as usual. However, he paused when he saw what happened in the room.
“Move in, Junno.” Ueda pushed Junno in as he had blocked their way.
All 3 of them pointed at them in harmony immediately. Kame whom has just regained his consciousness, quickly pushes Koki away from him. He blushed quickly due to the embarrassment as his members saw the intimacy between the two of them. Whereas Koki doesn’t seemed to mind in any way.
“I will go and have my breakfast.” Given an excuse, Kame quickly disappears from everybody’s sight.
“Oh~ Koki. Say! When did you start having the thought of owning our baby?” Junno moved closer to Koki and asked. “All the while.” Koki answered without hesitation.
“Koki, I hope you think it through carefully. Kame hasn’t totally got over Jin.” Ueda advised in a serious manner. “I wouldn’t want to see both of you get hurt.”
“I understand, Tat-chan. I’ll wait till he accepts me wholly.” Koki smiles and assured him.
***
While walking along the corridor, Kame recalled what had happened between Koki and him as well as the scandal that was reported in the magazine.
“Shuji~!” A voice called. “Shuji~!” The voice called again after sometime of no response. “Shuji!!” The person taps onto Kame’s shoulder and the latter jumped a little. “Shuji, Kame-chan! You didn’t hear me calling you? I’m sad.” Pi acted as if he was abandoned. “I’m sorry.” Kame mumbled.
By judging the face on Kame now, Pi easily guessed what must have had happened. Even though Kame acted well to hide his feelings and expressions, the truth couldn’t escape from the eyes.
“Kame-chan, regarding the news…” Kame looks up which stops Pi from saying further. “Kame-chan…”
“He meant nothing to me right now.”
“But… when I met him some days back, he wasn’t in good condition as well. I guess that decision of ‘his’ wasn’t his.” Pi pulls Kame closer so that he is able to speak near to his ear to explain further.
“One can never reveal the hidden feelings when he is conscious, but when he is drunk. Jin said he misses you and that’s the most important part.”
“I’m not sure about it anymore. He never explains to me, even till now; not even on the day when I confronted him about the rumor. We can never be the same anymore.”
“But…”
“No more buts, Pi. Stop helping him with those excuses of yours. It doesn’t work anymore. I got to go.” Kame walked past him.
Pi couldn’t do anything but to let Kame go. He was really amazed with Kame’s reaction solely on this issue. He really wanted to help, but now he totally couldn’t think of any way. After he lost sight of Kame, he took out his phone and dialed the most familiar number. “Bakanishi! See what you have done to Kame!”
***
Kame headed to the cafeteria halfheartedly.
Flash Back
“Ne, Kazu why you kept on looking at the magazine? You should look at me more since I’m the most handsome guy ever.” Jin praised himself shamelessly. He paused for awhile when he realized that his Kazuya wasn’t listening at all.
He walks toward him and hugs him from the back. “Kazu~!” He cried. “What’s so important about the magazine that you have to look so intently?”
“Jin, is this true?” Kame pointed at the magazine which shows a young lady hugging onto Jin’s arms. He wasn’t doubtful about their relationship. He just wasn’t confident enough about anything that is related to Jin. Jin could see that Kame wasn’t happy about it but he really had no choice.
“That’s Johnny-san idea.” Jin hugged Kame tightly to give him some sense of security or support which he thinks Kame needed it the most right now.
“Kazuya, listen.” Jin whispered to his ear. “My eyes can only lay on someone who’s called Kamenashi Kazuya; my nose couldn’t resist to a scent of sweet vanilla of yours; my ears are only fond of your voice; my lips are attracted to yours; my tongue only loves the taste of you; my hands are meant for you to hold; my arms are here to embrace you; my legs are always ready to run after you; my body is fated to be yours; my heart can only contain you.”
Kame blushed while he listened to Jin’s confessions. He knows that all these are just some mushy words which anybody can say. But he isn’t anybody. He is Jin, his lover.
Jin happily describes how Kame meant to him. Because it was for Kame, he doesn’t feel least mushy at all. He tangled his legs and arms around Kame.
“Kazu~, so what am I to you?”
Kame turns to face the one he adore. “You are nothing…”
Jin widens his eyes in disbelief, he wanted to protest when Kame quickly hugged him, “but you are the only one that is special to me.” ‘And I love you with all my soul.’ Kame added to himself at the back of his mind.
Kame closes the door of the cubicle nearest to the exit of the restroom in forlorn. He really couldn’t help but to let all his tears flow down like several broken tributaries. He covered his mouth carefully in order not to be heard. ‘Why… why would such thing happen to me?’ Kame sniffed.
A/N: long wait huh? haha. was suppose to post a few days ago. but was sick. すみません!! *bow
i was wondering does the new album of kt include jin. probably everyone talking in LJ but i dun have the time to check it. -..- super busy ne. holiday today. hope everybody enjoy!
Anyway, i dreamt of kame yesterday! super hapi... hehe..
last but not least, your comment are still well-loved! <3