May 06, 2005 01:17
why are people followers, be a fucking leader! that probably didnt make sence... well anyway.
SO i have a myspace account and i have this, well i just read what my friends write on live journal. i really dont have time to update this thing, sorry for those that really read it. i didnt know any one did... anyway the point is i very rarly make bulletins on myspace and never write in here. i just dont feel like posting my business all over the place. plus its so hard to keep up with. maybe its just a phase and ill pick this back up?
anyway i wrote things about the new guy im dating on a myspace bulletin (it wasnt bad AT ALL just that i like making out with him expecialy when im on top of him all passionate like) but my ex doesnt (didnt) have one, i thought, then he got upset with me about what i posted... so know i cant write what i want whenever there either. just another time i have to watch what i say and worry about steping on peoples toes. he appearently has one (myspace) which is totally cool, but to have one just to read what i write about and whats going on with me bc im not updating my live journal... COME ON. i mean mikey and i are still friends, i think good ones but he could ask me not get a new thing just to see whats going on. AAAHHH ok im over it im fine ill just watch what i say there to. not that there is anything bad going on i mean we are just dating and we have still just kissed. fun kissing but still just kissing!
ok about benjamin (the guy im dating) he works in dallas, for ACS this big computer company. hes works in the HR department. he went to Berklee school of music and then to Harvard. so hes pretty smart. ok hes a musical geinus, i think. we have been dating around a month and taking it quite slow. i guess im just having fun.
sorry if i offended anyone, but i was updating MY journal after like a month. people should know whats kinda going on with me i guess. but if your a real friend and you want to know what going on with me... PICK UP THE FUCKING PHONE AND CALL ME. ever think of that. well thats all
Good night
AMY
PS update on the hair, its bleached blonde and cut in a mohawk. inch on the sides and like a 4 inch hawk