Apr 04, 2005 06:35
i can honestly tell you right now that i have huge trust problems.
I used to be able to trust someone. Now its physical impossible for me to actually let my walls done.
Well. this weekend has been in interesting one.Friday: Skipped track, i think im quitting and getting a job, but besides that i hung out with stace and sassa.Then jane came and we were all chilling then me and stace went to shaws bc we needed lettuce. That night, we were suppose to hang out with jay and all them, but someone got ditched for a boys night.. but then it somehow ended as a boy/girl night with girls sleeping over. i dont fucking get you jay. You tell me to care, u tell me, i like it when you get mad abt things over me. and you tell me to actually trust you. Fuck that. im sorry. Dont ever think that im going to beielve you again. i hope your happy<3!OHH BUT that night we hung with janes dad then mike and then a lil bit of dan. but not really.
Saturday: I went prom dress shopping.. to go to prom w/ jay. Im still going, i think. But i went with stace and her mom and my mom. We had a grand oll time. I got a blue strapless one. Ill prob get a picture up here. Then us girls went to a nice restarant called the chateau and ate some lovely food. The mothers and us had a lovely talk about everything, it was good. That night i hung with jane and chris, alex and stace and me and zach. I had a really nice time. I kinda do like zach a lil bit, but hes going to the marines in like 2 weeks and he will be gone for 3 months. so, im just kinda in a werid mood about it. I did like jay, until he used me. but besides that one again.
Sunday: Did my child DEV project. then went to the mall and panera. I got home around 6 then jane and chris and zach came over and we watched a movie.. went to wendys.. then this place and then went home
<333 it was fun
Ughhh i cant beielve you
p.s im glad me and steve our friends again.