ill wait (ill wait) for the ambulance to come, pick us up off the floor
im coming to realize some new things. some new things i dont really want to admit.
like this hatred i have for ashlie... i think i'm starting (or have been for awhile) to hate her for things i've been doing as well. granted... i still feel like i got kinda screwed over and that she completely gave up on me, but we're both out of this relationship and i guess both hurting. I just realized that i get so upset and jealous over things that are going on in my life too. things certain people say to her... i have someone saying the same stuff.
i need to step back again, to seperate myself a little more. im doing okay again... havent talked to her seriously in awhile. funny how after almost exactly 5 days of us not talking, she makes an effort to see me at work, where she knows i'll be. i'm getting sick of it. this has happened a few times now.
im sick of everything being on her time. im sick of caring.
"I wanna go on a date with a girl and be stupid again... I wanna act like a kid because those were the best times of my life" said with the cutest, most sincere tone i've ever heard. i love my joey.
Well, listen to yourself
There is a hemmorage in your mouth
It won't stop bleeding
Well, you may be the trigger
I will hold the smoking gun
You'll get away clean
I am a sinner
I am a savior
I am a lie
like this hatred i have for ashlie... i think i'm starting (or have been for awhile) to hate her for things i've been doing as well. granted... i still feel like i got kinda screwed over and that she completely gave up on me, but we're both out of this relationship and i guess both hurting. I just realized that i get so upset and jealous over things that are going on in my life too. things certain people say to her... i have someone saying the same stuff.
i need to step back again, to seperate myself a little more. im doing okay again... havent talked to her seriously in awhile. funny how after almost exactly 5 days of us not talking, she makes an effort to see me at work, where she knows i'll be. i'm getting sick of it. this has happened a few times now.
im sick of everything being on her time. im sick of caring.
"I wanna go on a date with a girl and be stupid again... I wanna act like a kid because those were the best times of my life" said with the cutest, most sincere tone i've ever heard. i love my joey.
Well, listen to yourself
There is a hemmorage in your mouth
It won't stop bleeding
Well, you may be the trigger
I will hold the smoking gun
You'll get away clean
I am a sinner
I am a savior
I am a lie