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its so hard to not talk to her.
its so hard to not want to sleep next to her.
its so hard to not expect more.
its so hard to not want more.
its so easy to remember so much of what we had.
its so easy to say that this will get better.
its so easy to let other people get to me.
its so easy to be fooled.
its an odd feeling to not really have 2 paths to head down. ive gotten so used to sitting in this same chair thinking "Which do I choose? Where do I go?" and for once, I have 1 path, 1 choice.
It's nice. It feels good to not have some huge decision looming over me. Tally in 4 days, outta here in 2!
its so hard to not want to sleep next to her.
its so hard to not expect more.
its so hard to not want more.
its so easy to remember so much of what we had.
its so easy to say that this will get better.
its so easy to let other people get to me.
its so easy to be fooled.
its an odd feeling to not really have 2 paths to head down. ive gotten so used to sitting in this same chair thinking "Which do I choose? Where do I go?" and for once, I have 1 path, 1 choice.
It's nice. It feels good to not have some huge decision looming over me. Tally in 4 days, outta here in 2!