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You know what? I hate school more than anything I have ever hated in my life. The funny thing is that I've been going to school since I was five. I've never liked it. Another wierd thing about school is that it hasn't really changed at all since about 6th grade. As a graduating senior in college I find that to be a sad thing. Maybe it's just that I am a student in a state college theatre department. There are still the popular kids, or at least the kids who are convinced that they are popular. There are all kinds of clicks, and almost all of these clicks hate each other. Worst of all, the whole place is consumed by a thick fog of gossip. There's no one who is above it either. Everyone falls in to each other's shitty opinion of each other. Even I find myself saying stuff like,"Did you hear what bla-blah said about blah-blah? Oh my GOD!" Then I slap myself in the face and try really hard not to puke. I jsut want it to be over. I know I only have about two weeks left, but I feel like most of my life will be exasperated trying to get through it. All for a peice of paper I'll never use.