Scorpio blood
I really fucked up a lot this week and it's been difficult for me to accept my shortcomings (to those who think I boss people around and demand their absolute best but slack off myself, you're wronger than Jesus ever was. I push myself around a hell of a lot more and force myself to work way harder than lousy old you.) I've been obsessing over them and it worked evil wonders against my running. These three days have been terrifically pathetic running on my part, and I am most ashamed.
I can't even talk about it.
Now I'm just trying to get rid of this tension. Forget it all, get into the zone again, and work my ass off. Forgive myself, just this once, before I destroy myself. The first leniency I've allowed myself in quite the long time.
Part of the problem is that I've just been thinking too much lately. I can credit that to a particular male. Did I not tell you how evil they are? Affection for them only destroys me. As clearly evidenced here.
Though I admit. Not totally his fault. I accept most of the blame for this. I AM PATHETIC. Can't believe I call myself a harrier. Must work HARDER.
Just forget about it, must forget about it...maybe then I'll forget about him, and things will be correct. Hm?
I can't even talk about it.
Now I'm just trying to get rid of this tension. Forget it all, get into the zone again, and work my ass off. Forgive myself, just this once, before I destroy myself. The first leniency I've allowed myself in quite the long time.
Part of the problem is that I've just been thinking too much lately. I can credit that to a particular male. Did I not tell you how evil they are? Affection for them only destroys me. As clearly evidenced here.
Though I admit. Not totally his fault. I accept most of the blame for this. I AM PATHETIC. Can't believe I call myself a harrier. Must work HARDER.
Just forget about it, must forget about it...maybe then I'll forget about him, and things will be correct. Hm?