Oh Oh Oh!
it is my last night here.
its so strange. the place i have called home for the past year is no longer mine to call my own.
the nights i've lain in bed, crying and feeling homesick.. now that California is around the corner i'm not sure what to
think.
i've spent the entire day running errands; buying Airport Shuttle tickets, packing up my room (only toiletries left!), packing J's things, and on my hands and knees scrubbing the kitchen floor with bleach and a brillo pad. not to mention cleaning the counters and the grill, oven, and stovetop.
all this bleach has made my head spin a bit.
i'm going to miss Miss Bear, My Tulip, and Oompa.
we went to SandBar for the last time last night.. it was absolutely wonderful to be sharing pints around the table, giggling and getting along once again.
two nights ago we went to Spice for some Thai-and-Indian. it was so yummy..
J has been here. and it's been nice to cuddle with someone. he's been amazing at helping me pack and us clean the entire flat.
we went to Ireland this week, to celebrate the end of school. Ireland was good.. but i think it could have been better. it was a bit rushed and we didn't take very many photos; i don't think any of us were really in the mood..
i don't want to say goodbye to anyone. it's too hard.
i never got a proper chance to say goodbye to my darling Miss Bridges. i never got to properly say goodbye to Danielle or Maureen, either. or Masha, Colleen, or Autumn.
i suppose its just as well--goodbyes were never my strongest suit.
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cheers, darlin.
its so strange. the place i have called home for the past year is no longer mine to call my own.
the nights i've lain in bed, crying and feeling homesick.. now that California is around the corner i'm not sure what to
think.
i've spent the entire day running errands; buying Airport Shuttle tickets, packing up my room (only toiletries left!), packing J's things, and on my hands and knees scrubbing the kitchen floor with bleach and a brillo pad. not to mention cleaning the counters and the grill, oven, and stovetop.
all this bleach has made my head spin a bit.
i'm going to miss Miss Bear, My Tulip, and Oompa.
we went to SandBar for the last time last night.. it was absolutely wonderful to be sharing pints around the table, giggling and getting along once again.
two nights ago we went to Spice for some Thai-and-Indian. it was so yummy..
J has been here. and it's been nice to cuddle with someone. he's been amazing at helping me pack and us clean the entire flat.
we went to Ireland this week, to celebrate the end of school. Ireland was good.. but i think it could have been better. it was a bit rushed and we didn't take very many photos; i don't think any of us were really in the mood..
i don't want to say goodbye to anyone. it's too hard.
i never got a proper chance to say goodbye to my darling Miss Bridges. i never got to properly say goodbye to Danielle or Maureen, either. or Masha, Colleen, or Autumn.
i suppose its just as well--goodbyes were never my strongest suit.
.
.
.
.
cheers, darlin.