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It's odd how being filled with concern for a loved one can lead you to neglect you're other loved ones.
When on my own, I am trying my best to not think about the situation, but due to the gravity and impact of it, instead of not thinking about that, I tend to just end up not thinking of anything at all.
So when I do make time for people, I emotionally know what I want to talk about, but mentally I cannot think of anything to say.
As I said odd, but also frustrating.
So if anyone is feeling a little neglected, even when they do get a chance to talk to me, I want to apologise.
It shall pass, all things do in time, but just as my loved ones are still loved, my friends are still cared for.
As for my loved friends, I...err...lare...no...um...carve you....and I mean that in a made up mixture of two words way, not an 'I'm going to don a Hockey Mask and machete CHU CHU CHU ORH ORH ORH' way.
When on my own, I am trying my best to not think about the situation, but due to the gravity and impact of it, instead of not thinking about that, I tend to just end up not thinking of anything at all.
So when I do make time for people, I emotionally know what I want to talk about, but mentally I cannot think of anything to say.
As I said odd, but also frustrating.
So if anyone is feeling a little neglected, even when they do get a chance to talk to me, I want to apologise.
It shall pass, all things do in time, but just as my loved ones are still loved, my friends are still cared for.
As for my loved friends, I...err...lare...no...um...carve you....and I mean that in a made up mixture of two words way, not an 'I'm going to don a Hockey Mask and machete CHU CHU CHU ORH ORH ORH' way.