Everytime I listen to this song it reminds me of you...

[axiomkixanus]

No matter how hard I try, everytime I try to update this, I go blank right before. I mean I guess I could just ramble on for a while. I haven't DONE anything lately, I haven't done a damn thing at all to be honest. This is the stupidest fucking point ever, right now, I don't care what happened before and I don't care what happens next, right now sucks. It almost feels like I'm waiting to spontaniously combust. Lately thats all I've been doing, waiting, for what? I really miss Annie, more than anything, that's the hardest thing to get around, because I haven't seen her or talked to anybody who's seen her for the past couple of days. IT feels like everything is tunneling in, like finally it's about to make sense. I almost feel like I'm writing a suicide note, what if just after posting this, I go off to bed and while I'm sleeping oh so peacefully, I just stop breathing. How ironic would that be? nobody would ever know if it was really suicide or not, I mean this could be the letter (although I doubt it) the note that blows the whole case.

If I could some how just scribble this whole entry out just to show you how frustrated I am



I miss you soo much