Stay gold, Pony Boy.
talking to alex again... barely.
taking things slow. its hard not to call him all the time. but its such a sensitive situation, we have to ease back into communication gradually.
first night we talked for 3 hours.. after 9 months, it was really refreshing.
steven did some apologizing tonight. good for him. he needs to leave me alone:
iamsteventapioca (12:50:14 AM): Do you hate me ?
iamsteventapioca (12:50:29 AM): Just say you do and I will stop texting you
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:51:23 AM): I dont hate you. I just feel uncomfortable when you say "Hey beautiful" You have a girlfriend.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:51:55 AM): And your lack of respect for your relationship with her makes me uneasy.
iamsteventapioca (12:51:58 AM): alright... can we get along if i dont say that
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:52:21 AM): I think we can be civil.
iamsteventapioca (12:52:30 AM): civil works for me
iamsteventapioca (12:52:45 AM): I have to tell you something that your never going to believe though
iamsteventapioca (12:52:56 AM): but I want to tell you in person sometime
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:53:17 AM): Id rather you tell me now.
iamsteventapioca (12:53:41 AM): Well...
iamsteventapioca (12:54:00 AM): it probably doesn't matter now
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:54:26 AM): Then why bother bringing it up?
iamsteventapioca (12:54:32 AM): because
iamsteventapioca (12:54:58 AM): I just thought that you should know I sincerely liked you and I really had no intention of hurting you
iamsteventapioca (12:55:09 AM): so I still feel bafd
iamsteventapioca (12:55:12 AM): bad*
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:15 AM): i know that. no one does that shit intentionally
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:34 AM): i just dont respect the fact that you came to MY work, told ME coworkers shit about me and expected it not to get back to me.
iamsteventapioca (12:55:42 AM): huh?
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:43 AM): That part, Steven. That was intentional.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:52 AM): Yeah. They told me everything you would say about me.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:57 AM): You're lucky im even talking to you.
iamsteventapioca (12:56:09 AM): im sorry to pry, but what did i say
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:56:53 AM): I cant remember now, and Karen quit so I cant just ask her. But she mentioned you came and said some mean things about me.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:57:00 AM): Something about me being slutty.
iamsteventapioca (12:57:11 AM): really? why would I have said that?
iamsteventapioca (12:57:16 AM): if anything i was a slut
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:57:17 AM): Envy? Anger?
iamsteventapioca (12:57:36 AM): but whatever happend was mutual, you got with your ex and i got with mine
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:57:48 AM): We were both sluts. But for you to come and talk to my coworkers about me was low.
iamsteventapioca (12:58:05 AM): honestly im sorry, but I really don't remember saying that
iamsteventapioca (12:58:10 AM): I had no reason 2
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:13 AM): Okay.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:20 AM): Was that all you had to say?
iamsteventapioca (12:58:26 AM): yeah
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:31 AM): You dont need to keep apologizing, you've already apologized for that.
iamsteventapioca (12:58:32 AM): It has bothered me for months
iamsteventapioca (12:58:40 AM): I keep telling david
iamsteventapioca (12:58:56 AM): but I never got feedback from you before
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:58 AM): Its fine. It doesnt bother me. But there is no romantic future for you and I. I just want that to be clear.
iamsteventapioca (12:59:06 AM): ha ha no worries
taking things slow. its hard not to call him all the time. but its such a sensitive situation, we have to ease back into communication gradually.
first night we talked for 3 hours.. after 9 months, it was really refreshing.
steven did some apologizing tonight. good for him. he needs to leave me alone:
iamsteventapioca (12:50:14 AM): Do you hate me ?
iamsteventapioca (12:50:29 AM): Just say you do and I will stop texting you
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:51:23 AM): I dont hate you. I just feel uncomfortable when you say "Hey beautiful" You have a girlfriend.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:51:55 AM): And your lack of respect for your relationship with her makes me uneasy.
iamsteventapioca (12:51:58 AM): alright... can we get along if i dont say that
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:52:21 AM): I think we can be civil.
iamsteventapioca (12:52:30 AM): civil works for me
iamsteventapioca (12:52:45 AM): I have to tell you something that your never going to believe though
iamsteventapioca (12:52:56 AM): but I want to tell you in person sometime
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:53:17 AM): Id rather you tell me now.
iamsteventapioca (12:53:41 AM): Well...
iamsteventapioca (12:54:00 AM): it probably doesn't matter now
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:54:26 AM): Then why bother bringing it up?
iamsteventapioca (12:54:32 AM): because
iamsteventapioca (12:54:58 AM): I just thought that you should know I sincerely liked you and I really had no intention of hurting you
iamsteventapioca (12:55:09 AM): so I still feel bafd
iamsteventapioca (12:55:12 AM): bad*
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:15 AM): i know that. no one does that shit intentionally
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:34 AM): i just dont respect the fact that you came to MY work, told ME coworkers shit about me and expected it not to get back to me.
iamsteventapioca (12:55:42 AM): huh?
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:43 AM): That part, Steven. That was intentional.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:52 AM): Yeah. They told me everything you would say about me.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:55:57 AM): You're lucky im even talking to you.
iamsteventapioca (12:56:09 AM): im sorry to pry, but what did i say
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:56:53 AM): I cant remember now, and Karen quit so I cant just ask her. But she mentioned you came and said some mean things about me.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:57:00 AM): Something about me being slutty.
iamsteventapioca (12:57:11 AM): really? why would I have said that?
iamsteventapioca (12:57:16 AM): if anything i was a slut
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:57:17 AM): Envy? Anger?
iamsteventapioca (12:57:36 AM): but whatever happend was mutual, you got with your ex and i got with mine
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:57:48 AM): We were both sluts. But for you to come and talk to my coworkers about me was low.
iamsteventapioca (12:58:05 AM): honestly im sorry, but I really don't remember saying that
iamsteventapioca (12:58:10 AM): I had no reason 2
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:13 AM): Okay.
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:20 AM): Was that all you had to say?
iamsteventapioca (12:58:26 AM): yeah
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:31 AM): You dont need to keep apologizing, you've already apologized for that.
iamsteventapioca (12:58:32 AM): It has bothered me for months
iamsteventapioca (12:58:40 AM): I keep telling david
iamsteventapioca (12:58:56 AM): but I never got feedback from you before
OMGZ itz LAURA (12:58:58 AM): Its fine. It doesnt bother me. But there is no romantic future for you and I. I just want that to be clear.
iamsteventapioca (12:59:06 AM): ha ha no worries