3 days....WOO HOO!!
omg you have NO idea how excited i am!! battle cry is 3 DAYS!!! yes. that's right! oh.my.goodness. it will be AMAZING no doubt. i'll tell ya...God really has been giving me a lot to handle lately- but i really think it's in preperation for this weekend. gosh i sure hope so! lol!
the only thing i hope that gets fixed by this weekend is this whole deal with scott. today, he still didnt talk to me. idk if he wanted to. but i can't read his mind...i used to be able to, or so it seemed- we were honestly like telepathic sometimes- it was weird. but sweet. we'd always get ready to call or text each other at the same exact time somehow...there were other things too but..yeah lol anyways, though. i really do wish he would talk to me. he complains to lauren about how he's loosing me b/c i hate him or w*e, but i've tried talking to him. he doesnt respond. i've done my part...i guess i could try just going up to him or something but idk... i really do miss him though. i try to act like it is all ok. but it's not. i can't get over him. not yet anyways. so many good memories...i cant forget them. they are imprinted in my head...i swear! i can remember EVERY text message, EVERY conversation, EVERY moment with him... i dont know how. but i can. it's actually pretty amazing. it makes me really REALLY happy to remember all of the times i spent with him...but at the same time, i cry knowing that it isn't that way anymore. o well. God is doing what he thinks...KNOWS...is right for the both of us. ah jeez...
well...i'm gonna put some pretty interesting videos on here later if my computer stops being gay. so i'll put them up later. lol.
ok...well, tonight i have tap...woo hoo lol i really feel like doing NOTHING but i had that day yesterday. sooo i'm gonna get goin.
later
♥ sammi
the only thing i hope that gets fixed by this weekend is this whole deal with scott. today, he still didnt talk to me. idk if he wanted to. but i can't read his mind...i used to be able to, or so it seemed- we were honestly like telepathic sometimes- it was weird. but sweet. we'd always get ready to call or text each other at the same exact time somehow...there were other things too but..yeah lol anyways, though. i really do wish he would talk to me. he complains to lauren about how he's loosing me b/c i hate him or w*e, but i've tried talking to him. he doesnt respond. i've done my part...i guess i could try just going up to him or something but idk... i really do miss him though. i try to act like it is all ok. but it's not. i can't get over him. not yet anyways. so many good memories...i cant forget them. they are imprinted in my head...i swear! i can remember EVERY text message, EVERY conversation, EVERY moment with him... i dont know how. but i can. it's actually pretty amazing. it makes me really REALLY happy to remember all of the times i spent with him...but at the same time, i cry knowing that it isn't that way anymore. o well. God is doing what he thinks...KNOWS...is right for the both of us. ah jeez...
well...i'm gonna put some pretty interesting videos on here later if my computer stops being gay. so i'll put them up later. lol.
ok...well, tonight i have tap...woo hoo lol i really feel like doing NOTHING but i had that day yesterday. sooo i'm gonna get goin.
later
♥ sammi