Mar 23, 2006 12:59
omg...i just can't believe it...
so i have to share this. i was talking to scott's friend scott brown today and this is what he said...
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i will talk to him
when u 2 were dating i never sal him so happy
>>> SAMANTHA PONIATOWSKI 03/23/06 11:46 AM >>>
ya, i know he didn't. but it does hurt. i can't help it. everytime i see him i want to tell him how i feel, still...but i know i can't. he barely even talks to me anymore which sucks, but i guess that's just how it was meant to be...
>>> SCOTT BROWN 03/23/06 11:44 AM >>>
the age difference was a big deal for him
he never meet to hurt u in any way
>>> SAMANTHA PONIATOWSKI 03/23/06 11:41 AM >>>
i felt...or still do feel the same way. i wanted to tell him, but i didnt know if he felt the same way... god that makes me wanna cry...nope. i'm already crying lol. i just dont understand if he loved me so much, he would let something like his parents get in the way of that.
>>> SCOTT BROWN 03/23/06 11:37 AM >>>
u were his world
he loved u soo much
when u were in the car with him one time when u started to sing with a song u 2 were listening to he wanted to say'' he loved u ''
>>> SAMANTHA PONIATOWSKI 03/23/06 11:34 AM >>>
did he really like me like he told me he did, or was he just using me? i honestly feel like he just wanted to have his fun and then move on to someone new... i just find it unbelievable that his parents would make us break up...idk.
omg so i feel so amazing right now...but at the same time it's so hard... god though- he loved me?! i'd never think that someone...a guy...could actually love me. it's amazing. but its not good at the same time, because he can't do anything about it...but ahhh it's so cute!!!
ok, well that's all for now.
♥ sammi