Im lost...
lets see... sooooo i feel...
lost.. idk who i am or where i even belong anymore.
fat.. im not eating very healthy and all i do is lay in my bed
ugly.. because i was left for an ugly obnoxious bitch
alone... everyone seems to have abandoned me or screwed me over and broken my trust. No ones there for me. No one listens. No one cares.
heart broken... she killed me down the the lowest point. ive never been so hurt in my life in every way possible.
backstabbed.... thank you jasper. my supposed best friend.
used... by someone who i knew was using me but i didnt care at the time... but now i want her around and she never is... she doesnt need me anymore. unless shes drunk.
broken altogether... every part of me hurts.
stupid... im not doing well in my classes. i dont understand things. its hard to pay attention when my mind is so focused on something else
ambitious but with bad goals... i want her but shes taken. but i wanna try for it anyways. When i know im gonna get hurt more than likely.
confused.... wtf is she thinking and how the hell does she even feel.... how can she do this to me.. its not like her...
lazy... im depressed all the time so i never leave my bed. Nor do i have the ambition and time to go to the gym or aerobics
fucked over... by everyone.
played... enough said.
forgotten.... no one even makes an effort to speak to me. no one ever comes to visit. i feel like when im not around no one notices im gone. no one cares if im there or not.
and i dont know how to fix any of it... where do i even start...
lost.. idk who i am or where i even belong anymore.
fat.. im not eating very healthy and all i do is lay in my bed
ugly.. because i was left for an ugly obnoxious bitch
alone... everyone seems to have abandoned me or screwed me over and broken my trust. No ones there for me. No one listens. No one cares.
heart broken... she killed me down the the lowest point. ive never been so hurt in my life in every way possible.
backstabbed.... thank you jasper. my supposed best friend.
used... by someone who i knew was using me but i didnt care at the time... but now i want her around and she never is... she doesnt need me anymore. unless shes drunk.
broken altogether... every part of me hurts.
stupid... im not doing well in my classes. i dont understand things. its hard to pay attention when my mind is so focused on something else
ambitious but with bad goals... i want her but shes taken. but i wanna try for it anyways. When i know im gonna get hurt more than likely.
confused.... wtf is she thinking and how the hell does she even feel.... how can she do this to me.. its not like her...
lazy... im depressed all the time so i never leave my bed. Nor do i have the ambition and time to go to the gym or aerobics
fucked over... by everyone.
played... enough said.
forgotten.... no one even makes an effort to speak to me. no one ever comes to visit. i feel like when im not around no one notices im gone. no one cares if im there or not.
and i dont know how to fix any of it... where do i even start...