Greetings from Ohio
I'm sitting in the lobby of a Holiday Inn located in Wilmington, Ohio. I've been here the past couple days, and we're going to start home today and be home by tomorrow!!! yay! It was an okay trip, we came out here because my mom's cousin got remarried. We left Thursday afternoon, spent Fri night in Washington PA to break up the drive. Spent the past two nights here and basically did absolutely nothing but meet up with relatives that we haven't seen in a couple of years and probably won't see again for a couple more years.
Anyway, Carp's b-day is on Monday so we're gonna throw her a lil BBQ which should be fun. Im sleeping out and my parents aren't objecting cuz they know that I want to spend as much time with my friends before I leave for school. Speaking of which I leave 3 weeks from Thursday and I have absolutely nothing ready. I still have to pick up that futon from Robs, still need a new comp, new clothes, etc etc. I keep having dreams that I get to school and I have nothing there. Like in one dream I had nothing but books, not even clothes, it was horrible. As everything gets closer the more upset i get. I know that I'm not too far away and once I'm there I'll be fine, but knowing that I'm not 10 minutes down the street from Alex upsets me more than all of the above. That's another thing that really scares me is what is going to happen when I'm gone? What type of other girls are going to be around him, and of course they'll be interested because he's a good looking guy. Its not that I don't trust him, I do, but men are notorious for forgetting their gfs as soon as another chick whose "hot" wants something to do with them. I just care about him a lot and being away from him these past couple days have made me realize even more how much I care about him.
I think that I'm going to get kicked off of here soon so I better split
Anyway, Carp's b-day is on Monday so we're gonna throw her a lil BBQ which should be fun. Im sleeping out and my parents aren't objecting cuz they know that I want to spend as much time with my friends before I leave for school. Speaking of which I leave 3 weeks from Thursday and I have absolutely nothing ready. I still have to pick up that futon from Robs, still need a new comp, new clothes, etc etc. I keep having dreams that I get to school and I have nothing there. Like in one dream I had nothing but books, not even clothes, it was horrible. As everything gets closer the more upset i get. I know that I'm not too far away and once I'm there I'll be fine, but knowing that I'm not 10 minutes down the street from Alex upsets me more than all of the above. That's another thing that really scares me is what is going to happen when I'm gone? What type of other girls are going to be around him, and of course they'll be interested because he's a good looking guy. Its not that I don't trust him, I do, but men are notorious for forgetting their gfs as soon as another chick whose "hot" wants something to do with them. I just care about him a lot and being away from him these past couple days have made me realize even more how much I care about him.
I think that I'm going to get kicked off of here soon so I better split