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Mirror.
Since some time I absolutely hate mirrors. Why?
I don’t recognize myself anymore in them. It’s like there is something that shouldn’t be there.
I have sometimes the impression there are shadows lurking around me. Sometimes there is this smirk on my lips that is so wrong and yet so right.
I’ve broken all the mirrors in the Gemini Temple. I couldn’t bear to see this stranger smirking back at me. This other myself. If I can’t see “him” then “he” doesn’t exist.
But what about my twin? He’s also a reflection of me. He’s also like starring into mirrors. But he’s more than a simple refection. I cannot break him and pretend he never existed. I cannot.
But there is so much evil in his eyes. So much poison in his words. He says such blasphemes about the Pope and the Goddess. Such blasphemes that sound so wrong and yet fell so right.
I cannot bear it. If there is such malevolence in you my twin, my reflection, my copy then… what about me? Does this mean I have as much evil in me? But I cannot break you like I have done the mirrors.
But I can hide you.
Yes.
I will hide you where nobody will ever find you. Where I’ll never see you again.
That should work.
Because what you cannot see doesn’t exist, right?
Since some time I absolutely hate mirrors. Why?
I don’t recognize myself anymore in them. It’s like there is something that shouldn’t be there.
I have sometimes the impression there are shadows lurking around me. Sometimes there is this smirk on my lips that is so wrong and yet so right.
I’ve broken all the mirrors in the Gemini Temple. I couldn’t bear to see this stranger smirking back at me. This other myself. If I can’t see “him” then “he” doesn’t exist.
But what about my twin? He’s also a reflection of me. He’s also like starring into mirrors. But he’s more than a simple refection. I cannot break him and pretend he never existed. I cannot.
But there is so much evil in his eyes. So much poison in his words. He says such blasphemes about the Pope and the Goddess. Such blasphemes that sound so wrong and yet fell so right.
I cannot bear it. If there is such malevolence in you my twin, my reflection, my copy then… what about me? Does this mean I have as much evil in me? But I cannot break you like I have done the mirrors.
But I can hide you.
Yes.
I will hide you where nobody will ever find you. Where I’ll never see you again.
That should work.
Because what you cannot see doesn’t exist, right?