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alright, so I found out he made out with ruby wolf. so the touching thing was either because he was horny, or he honestly felt guilty. the second one would be better, but both suck. they make my insides want to turn. it's not jealousy.. because I imagined scott in this situation, and then karl, and I felt the exact same way. and I know for a fact I don't like them. honestly, if lily was in this situation (with a guy obviously) I'd feel this, too. I mean- maybe it is jealousy... that I'm not gettin' any, ya know? but it just hurts to know that he thinks I hate her, and he's feeling guilty because of it. I've made him feel guilty, and he doesn't even understand why I don't like her.
I had the opportunity to tell him about her and what she said, but I was too worried about how he'd feel, so I didn't do it. and now I really regret it.. a lot.
I had the opportunity to tell him about her and what she said, but I was too worried about how he'd feel, so I didn't do it. and now I really regret it.. a lot.