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my foot went numb, i sit back and light another cigarette as i sit back i inhale the toxic shit in to my once clean healthy lungs i think long and hard about what happened that day, what happeded to lizzie, all i can remember is the night and morning of that party. lizzie said that she knew these guys jeremy and jake who were throwing a huge party to celabrate the end of school jake was in my journalism class he seemed like a good kid so when lizzie asked if i'd go with her i said i would love to. when we entered the party i got this very uncomfortable feeling everyone there were scumbags when i walked in there i notied there were no other guys other then the frat brothers when jeremy walked up to me and said that i wasnt invated and lizzie was i could sence liz wanted to party at the time i thought what the hell i know liz would never even drunk never cheat on me she loved me and i loved her so i said to her hay go in there and have a great time i'll get sam and we'll play some tunes and listen to records like we do when you chill with your girls that was the last time i saw her the last time i kissed her the last time i said goodbye i got a little worryed when she didnt come home about ten or eleven in te morning pete knocked on my door he looked stone cold and white as a ghost he sat me down and told me that lizzie was killed at that party because of her love for me i take one more drag when the store clerk strolls up to me and asks me to leave for there is no smoking in bobs in the spirt of lizzie i tell the clerk to fuck off and i walk to my truck am such an asshole i say to my self when i here liz say yeah ok in a sarcastic tone and i smile knowing she will be with me in my heart