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I feel the few friends i have left arnt even really my friends. Nobody feels that they can talk to me about anything that actually matters, and I feel like a lot of people look down on me. My whole like isnt recording, I have feelings and I care about others feeligns also. I feel so fucking on the outside of everything even though like my house is the center of hanging out. I wonder if people say "2x is a neutral but sometimes a minus"