Sep 13, 2009 02:22
People say words. They are supposed to mean things. Listen. Hear nothing. Look above and slightly to the side. Appear to be listening. Nod. Smile. Their facials suggest a laugh is required. Then serious face. Repeat their words back to them. They feel good. You are now a good listener...just like me.
It's weird, I haven't really been awake past 1:30am in a while. Unless I am drunk and at some sort of celebratory occasion (seems every weekend other than this). The only reason this is weird, is that it used to be the opposite, I was never asleep before 1:30am. Jarrod must be thinking I'm devo'd...well if he was awake he would.
Slanted head. Unlevel floor. = describe your day in four words.
Skins is currently my favourite show. Drugs sex and rockn' roll. Not exactly but close enough.
I think I will die from cracking my neck to hard and it resulting in my head rolling off.
Every mention of London seems to draw my attention lately. The dreary environment. Alternate perspectives. People living in'it rather than outside it....whatever that means.
Just change...
iguana
pygmy
When people you know from different areas and through different things know other people you know...it's really too small a world you live in. I'm living in that world. It's painful. 'cause it's a small world after all'...I still remember singing that song in front of an audience when I was 4/5 years old at a kindy presentation thing. I also remember the girl who wore that same black shirt as me. For some reason I really despised her and another reason I liked her on equal footing...atleast that's what I remember of it.
Current colours: black, white and green. Green has replaced grey.
Current life span 21+ years.
Time: 2:32AM
Position: slanted head. Legs half crossed.
Last meal: home made stew...The trick is to use pumpkin instead of corn flour. Something I actually know how to make properly. I will probably have salad and stew for the rest of the week. Trying not to spend money unnecessarily. I have to many 'I want' and not enough 'moneys'.
Hate: work. that jarrods asleep and I'm not. lack of change.
Some thoughts shouldn't be thought.
Progress today: Typed up a website development proposal including all diagrams. Drove a car. Made 4 days worth of stew. Watched Code Geass and Highway. Bought a mop and pumpkin.
Highway has Jake Gyllenhall in it. Love his dopey face.
Currently wearing: Jarrods jumper (yoink), black pants and singlet.
Time to stop typing...again.