York, Exercise, Money, Harrisburg...
Okay... just a short little update from me.
I just went through all my classes here at york. They seem okay, even though I had to drop one already because it doesnt really fit in with my major and wouldnt count for anything. (stupid poor wording of papers *sigh*) Anyways... I like the classes that I have. They seem like they will challenge me which is a good thing. The only thing Im worried about with dropping a class is that it may keep me here longer. Im not so sure about all of it yet. But we shall see. Another thing I am worried about is how I am going to pay for all of my books. I have about 200$ to my name and my books total 300$ I found one online for 36$ with 15$ shipping which is better than the 102$ they want for it in the bookstore. I found my physics book online for 80$ which is better than the 115$ they want for it in the bookstore. I have yet to find a cheaper price for my art book... and I also need art supplies... so that will be more money. Blah. College costs waaaaaayyyyy too much.
On a different note I am working out more and eating a lot better. I mean... I never ate a lot to begin with... but what I did eat wasnt always good for me. Now Im eating I think a little less than I did before and all of it is a lot better for me. Im taking vitamins. I get up at 6am mon- thursday and 8 on friday to do Carmen's aerobics for an hour. After classes on tuesday and thursday I do Denises Austin's Aerobic workout for about 35min and then I do that 35 min workout again when megan comes home from work. I also plan to go to the cardio room monday and wed after my 12-1250 class and probably sat for like 20min or so. Im hoping this all will help me get rid of this pudge I so desperately hate. I hate it soooo much you have no idea. Shopping is a chore and I always want to cry afterward... sometimes I do. I hate the feeling that I am uncomfortable in my own skin. I absolutely hate it. I just want that feeling to go away and Im hoping that this will get me there. When we get weights I will replace one of those denise austin aerobic workouts for her strength training and toning workouts. But for now its all cardio that is designed to burn calories and fat. Im not giving up on this until I feel better about myself. I know it all sounds like a lot and it is. But I know not to overwork myself. I know pushing yourself too far will do more damage than good, so no worries there. I know when to lighten up a bit if I need to.
But yeah lol on a different note I should be doing a road trip up to Harrisburg to see Rob tomorrow with kimberly. It should be good times. I miss him so. It would be nice to get a big hug after all of this.
but for now that is all.
ta ta
I just went through all my classes here at york. They seem okay, even though I had to drop one already because it doesnt really fit in with my major and wouldnt count for anything. (stupid poor wording of papers *sigh*) Anyways... I like the classes that I have. They seem like they will challenge me which is a good thing. The only thing Im worried about with dropping a class is that it may keep me here longer. Im not so sure about all of it yet. But we shall see. Another thing I am worried about is how I am going to pay for all of my books. I have about 200$ to my name and my books total 300$ I found one online for 36$ with 15$ shipping which is better than the 102$ they want for it in the bookstore. I found my physics book online for 80$ which is better than the 115$ they want for it in the bookstore. I have yet to find a cheaper price for my art book... and I also need art supplies... so that will be more money. Blah. College costs waaaaaayyyyy too much.
On a different note I am working out more and eating a lot better. I mean... I never ate a lot to begin with... but what I did eat wasnt always good for me. Now Im eating I think a little less than I did before and all of it is a lot better for me. Im taking vitamins. I get up at 6am mon- thursday and 8 on friday to do Carmen's aerobics for an hour. After classes on tuesday and thursday I do Denises Austin's Aerobic workout for about 35min and then I do that 35 min workout again when megan comes home from work. I also plan to go to the cardio room monday and wed after my 12-1250 class and probably sat for like 20min or so. Im hoping this all will help me get rid of this pudge I so desperately hate. I hate it soooo much you have no idea. Shopping is a chore and I always want to cry afterward... sometimes I do. I hate the feeling that I am uncomfortable in my own skin. I absolutely hate it. I just want that feeling to go away and Im hoping that this will get me there. When we get weights I will replace one of those denise austin aerobic workouts for her strength training and toning workouts. But for now its all cardio that is designed to burn calories and fat. Im not giving up on this until I feel better about myself. I know it all sounds like a lot and it is. But I know not to overwork myself. I know pushing yourself too far will do more damage than good, so no worries there. I know when to lighten up a bit if I need to.
But yeah lol on a different note I should be doing a road trip up to Harrisburg to see Rob tomorrow with kimberly. It should be good times. I miss him so. It would be nice to get a big hug after all of this.
but for now that is all.
ta ta