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It seems like I'm able to write a lot more at night... maybe because I think more. Who knows. Anyway. I tried changing the layout of my journal to make it more aesthetically pleasing, but I think I failed. It's cool.
Things have been crazy lately, and I'm not sure why. I suppose it's just another test. Heidi(and I) caught her boyfriend cheating on her a little over a week ago. Aaaaaand they're back together... She said she needs my support in her decision to stay with him, but it's the second time they've broken up in a five month period. And they're engaged. She constantly ditches me for him yet calls me her best friend. I don't know that I can sit back and watch my friend let herself fall for his bullshit anymore... in a way I want to put my foot down and scream, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" but at the same time, I feel like a real friend would support her. The situation in itself is rather frustrating.
Work's been crazy. I work all the time. No free weekends. It's really a drag because most everyone I hang out with has the weekends off. So everyone goes to the lake or hangs out by the pool all weekend. I get so jealous that everyone's out having fun without me while I'm stuck putting up with picky assholes, shitty tippers, and snot nosed children. The pay is good though and I can no longer go without it so ultimately I have no choice...
The left side of my mouth hurts. All of the molars on that side. Maybe my teeth are moving... what a bitch.
I guess I'm off for tonight.
Cheers.
_Denise
Things have been crazy lately, and I'm not sure why. I suppose it's just another test. Heidi(and I) caught her boyfriend cheating on her a little over a week ago. Aaaaaand they're back together... She said she needs my support in her decision to stay with him, but it's the second time they've broken up in a five month period. And they're engaged. She constantly ditches me for him yet calls me her best friend. I don't know that I can sit back and watch my friend let herself fall for his bullshit anymore... in a way I want to put my foot down and scream, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" but at the same time, I feel like a real friend would support her. The situation in itself is rather frustrating.
Work's been crazy. I work all the time. No free weekends. It's really a drag because most everyone I hang out with has the weekends off. So everyone goes to the lake or hangs out by the pool all weekend. I get so jealous that everyone's out having fun without me while I'm stuck putting up with picky assholes, shitty tippers, and snot nosed children. The pay is good though and I can no longer go without it so ultimately I have no choice...
The left side of my mouth hurts. All of the molars on that side. Maybe my teeth are moving... what a bitch.
I guess I'm off for tonight.
Cheers.
_Denise