The day my life was laid out in 11 cards
A day late in the journal. But for a good reason, I spent the night with you last night, I didn't want to waste a single minute. I love your mom she is a wonderful woman. She new all along how I felt about you. She is helping me get through the days with out you. She predicted a path for my life in 11 cards. At first i didn't want to believe, but its a day later and I believe every word she has said. Because of that I know I must wait on you to fall in love with me. It will happen everyone says it will, the cards said it will. So right now all I can do is find my own personal success and continue to be your friend. But deep in side I know I will still think about you the way I do now, nothing will change.
I will always be there for you, pick you up when you fall, wipe your tear when you cry, to hold you when you are cold. I know that you will probably never read this. I hope that you don't if you new how deeply in love I am with you it would change the cards. I will not allow that to happen . If I ever lost you...................................................................................I would lose my self.