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I can recall the days my life revolved around you. I alwayz wanted to be by your side and with you and your friendz. I told you everything that was going on in my life no matter what it was you knew. Though life has always been difficult for me you made me feel I had a purpose and that I could make it through anything. Even if I had tears running down my cheeks and have fallen on my face I knew I could count on you to pick me up and make my smile reappear. You were the only real person in my life I knew without a doubt I could count on ... Oh How Thingz Have Changed!
Now, you have no idea what I do in my life and who that special person is in my life that makes me smile whenever I see him. You don't know the recent drama that has taken place among my friends. You don't know what I want to do in my life after graduation. You don't know that the smile on my face isn't real. You don't know that my heart is breaking within me and there isn't anyone there to make the repairs. You don't know the stupid things I do. You don't know the difficulties I am facing. You don't know how things have changed with my relationships with certain people. In reality, you know nothing about me.
We went from you knowing everything about me to knowing nothing. I will always love you with all my heart but right now I'm not sure any ounce of me likes you. <3 Your LiL Sis