wow.
I can't even believe it. I've known Andy for like a month, and I'm already crazy about him. One of the cooks at work asked me what makes him different, and I can't even describe it. For the first time ever, I'm falling at the same time and pace he is, and we're both absolutely terrified. I've seen him every day for the last week and half, maybe 2 weeks, and somehow I don't get sick of him. I ALWAYS get sick of guys! I can take maybe 2 days of seeing them before I need my space for a day or two. Every time he leaves, I feel sad...its so weird for me.
We met at the hoedown. Haha. I wanted to go bc I'm 21 and I've always wanted to go, so I met my buddy Brad and his girlfriend there. They met up with other friends there, and one guy Brad was trying to set me up with was there, so I stuck with them. When zac brown band started to play, the kid, corsi, who I was being attempted to be set up with was dancing with a random girl, and shoved Andy my way. :) he's kinda younggg, just turned 20, but he's definitely mentally older than his age implies. He's a country boy for sure, and tries to spoil me, which I hate, but tolerate.
But hey, he's got a job, he's got a car, he's got a boat, and he's in the fire academy at schoolcraft. Firefighters are way hot, even for a dorky guy like him. :) That's a lot more than any of my exes could show for themselves.He passed a huge test yesterday when I got a call from my very drunk alcoholic father who needed a ride home.Andy had never met my dad before, but he was very helpful, even drove my dad's truck home, and helped to soothe my embarrassment. That's huge for me, cuz of all my daddy issues. I'm petrified, but with him everything feels ok. He makes me happy by just being near me. Hell, sometimes if he's tired or I am, he'll just come over and we'll take a nap.
I can't help but smile when I think about him. I wish it didn't take Brad and I almost 3 years to hang out, I could have met him before all those other train wrecks I called boyfriends. Lol. But I suppose I needed to experience all of that in order to know what I wanted. :)
Mkay, I'm done rambling now. Haha.
We met at the hoedown. Haha. I wanted to go bc I'm 21 and I've always wanted to go, so I met my buddy Brad and his girlfriend there. They met up with other friends there, and one guy Brad was trying to set me up with was there, so I stuck with them. When zac brown band started to play, the kid, corsi, who I was being attempted to be set up with was dancing with a random girl, and shoved Andy my way. :) he's kinda younggg, just turned 20, but he's definitely mentally older than his age implies. He's a country boy for sure, and tries to spoil me, which I hate, but tolerate.
But hey, he's got a job, he's got a car, he's got a boat, and he's in the fire academy at schoolcraft. Firefighters are way hot, even for a dorky guy like him. :) That's a lot more than any of my exes could show for themselves.He passed a huge test yesterday when I got a call from my very drunk alcoholic father who needed a ride home.Andy had never met my dad before, but he was very helpful, even drove my dad's truck home, and helped to soothe my embarrassment. That's huge for me, cuz of all my daddy issues. I'm petrified, but with him everything feels ok. He makes me happy by just being near me. Hell, sometimes if he's tired or I am, he'll just come over and we'll take a nap.
I can't help but smile when I think about him. I wish it didn't take Brad and I almost 3 years to hang out, I could have met him before all those other train wrecks I called boyfriends. Lol. But I suppose I needed to experience all of that in order to know what I wanted. :)
Mkay, I'm done rambling now. Haha.