I'm in the business of Misery, let's take it from the top...
It's so unfair. I wish I could have met the best friend first....then I never would be in this situation.
I was asking various boys for advice, and ended up asking Ryan for his, and he said "go for it" and that I worry too much about other people.
I guess I do.
You can't help who you like, and that's that.
.... but I can't help feeling terribly guilty and like a super-bitch.
But I keep thinking...like, when car died again today on the way to the shop, the first thing I thought was about who would come jump my car. And the answer was Fink....and he did. And he followed me all the way to the repair place because he wanted to make sure I got there okay... haha. My mom met him when he showed up to jump the car, and later told me that when she first met Danyal, she was really surprised, b/c apparently she didn't think he was my type at all. But in the whole like... 5-10 minutes with Fink, me & him made more sense to her than Danyal & I. Even if he isn't scrawny by any means, which is my usual preferred body structure for guys. AND EVEN IF HE ISN'T YOUNGER THAN ME. haha My ma accused me of "having the hots for him"..haha I love her.
I was asking various boys for advice, and ended up asking Ryan for his, and he said "go for it" and that I worry too much about other people.
I guess I do.
You can't help who you like, and that's that.
.... but I can't help feeling terribly guilty and like a super-bitch.
But I keep thinking...like, when car died again today on the way to the shop, the first thing I thought was about who would come jump my car. And the answer was Fink....and he did. And he followed me all the way to the repair place because he wanted to make sure I got there okay... haha. My mom met him when he showed up to jump the car, and later told me that when she first met Danyal, she was really surprised, b/c apparently she didn't think he was my type at all. But in the whole like... 5-10 minutes with Fink, me & him made more sense to her than Danyal & I. Even if he isn't scrawny by any means, which is my usual preferred body structure for guys. AND EVEN IF HE ISN'T YOUNGER THAN ME. haha My ma accused me of "having the hots for him"..haha I love her.