Jan 30, 2006 22:49
today has been the slowest day of my life man. its fucking official. im fkn dying here. its been a bad day without even being a bad day. if you can make sense of that last sentence i applaud you. my body has been aching n shit and i havent gone out the whole fkn day. i got my computer back, a big plus. followed by a huge minus, i lost all my fkn music. i know, fkn bummer. i missed out on a paintballing thing today all cuz my stupid ass didnt set the alarm correctly. i dunno man but this day is kicking my ass.
i find it easier
to be myself
when im alone
i hate my melodies
they remind me
of how im feeling
i wanted more
than i could give
and here i stand with nothing
thats a chorus i just made up. the melody is pretty sweet.
the wise words of korn, "you wanna fuck around? come fuck with me"
thats pretty sweet too. but by saying im not really helping my melodies cause man. but sweet is a wide spectrum of........things i guess. anyways, im out.