Sep 29, 2005 17:04
I am above death because I am not worried about it. I know I'm going to die. Just as everyone else will. Everyone I know, everyone around me will die. Family, friends, and acquiantances and me. I even think that i'll die young. I get this eerie feeling that i will die young. So death, is a very important part of life. Life does not exist without death.
i am beneath life. i dont see the world as everybody else does right now. or at least most other people. i dont like this gigantic system we all fall in. but, inevitably we have to join the system. unless you bought land and lived off the land or something. either way uncle sam fucks you no matter what. im a radical i guees. i see all these people with all their plans. they make me think about my plans. and i think, "what plans?" i dont have plans for the day let alone my life. if i do get my dream ill kill myself. if i dont ill be at the bottom of the barrel. probably an alcoholic or drug addict. or, maybe ill just conform. get a job and have a family. i can see myself in every one of these situations. still i feel like i am beneath life. the only way out is death right?
let me die.