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My perception of reality is so far from the truth. It's so hard to grow up when you've spent most of your life trying not to. I don't see a rush to do what i intend to do for the rest of my life..perhaps that is the problem. I don't want to work my whole life but everyone does and everyone becomes tied to that. Are there no surprises? Most people have to work so hard their entire lives and for hardly anything.I should be so much farther than i am and for so long i convinced myself that it was ok to work at my own pace but maybe it isn't...maybe i should be done by now..maybe wheni finally figure everything out and am ready it will be too late.