what's the use in trying, everyone's just lying
Ryan Gosling is the new love of my life
My brithday is coming up..i can't believe it has been a whole year since i turned 21. The funny part is i am already burnt out on drinking. The past year has been the most complicated year i can remember..I wish i could say i learned a lot but i feel like i keep making the same mistakes. I disguise them as something new but really they are all the same. Trust is something i have learned is really rare and i give it too easily. There is no good relationship without trust and a lot of times your instincts are wrong. I feel as though a lot of my friends have left my life this year but i guess i can only see that as a positive seeing as they didn't want to be around and if not then why would i need them around. Along with the loss of some friendships i have also gained some significant ones. I have fewer people in my life these days but i feel as though they are the important ones anyways.
My brithday is coming up..i can't believe it has been a whole year since i turned 21. The funny part is i am already burnt out on drinking. The past year has been the most complicated year i can remember..I wish i could say i learned a lot but i feel like i keep making the same mistakes. I disguise them as something new but really they are all the same. Trust is something i have learned is really rare and i give it too easily. There is no good relationship without trust and a lot of times your instincts are wrong. I feel as though a lot of my friends have left my life this year but i guess i can only see that as a positive seeing as they didn't want to be around and if not then why would i need them around. Along with the loss of some friendships i have also gained some significant ones. I have fewer people in my life these days but i feel as though they are the important ones anyways.