Jan 21, 2005 22:47
I'm feeling so confused about everything right now. I really hate it. I just need to talk it out. Why am I so afraid to just talk it out? *sigh* because I'm afraid of things ended. That CANT happen. I wont let it. I cant imagine living my life without what I have now.
I dont even know what else there is to say. I'm just feeling alone right now.
I miss Sam. Alot. I need to put some time aside for her. I'm not losing her friendship ever. My kids are gonna call her Aunt Sam. And that's final. I love her.
I hate periods. They eat it. EAAAAAT ITTTT.
My sister bugs the CRAPPP out of me.
I would really love to go to an Alkaline Trio concert. Man, that would be sweet.
Went swimming with Robby, Lynda and Steve today. That was fun. weird, but fun.
car soon? *sigh*