[The writing is slower than usual; thoughtful or maybe a little unsure at times. However, it is undeniably Spring's writing and holds more sincerity than his previous halting journal entries have in the more recent past.]So many new things have come up lately. It is sad to see the animals dying, but the Wilderness seems to have taken a better
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I guess I'm both, in a way.
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Now that I am thinking about it, Bell and Gai-sensei used to call me 'Lotus' when I was first here. Perhaps this is the same kind of situation.
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A name is simply what you call yourself. I don't know if that makes it more or less important, but it seems to me your decision is pretty simple. Who do you feel like, Spring, Lee, or Lotus?
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Hmm. I feel like "Lotus" could be me, but it is not something I have gone by in my time here. "Spring" is who I have been for so long as I can remember, but "Lee" definitely feels like me too. This is why it is a problem. They are all me, but at the same time they are different parts of me. Or perhaps stages of me? I do not know if I'm ready yet to become "Lee" without more memories of who Lee really is.
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