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hey everyone. so im sitting here watching buffy the vampire slayer the musical one. im watching it with my brother and richard. so today my grandmother gives me a budget summary of how much one third of the bills would be at the hgouse if they actually did it that way. she honestly thought i wasnt going to look over the things she wrote down and when i did i noticed she was taking out money from my check that shouldnt be taken out. things she swears that shes paying for and in other ones she added extra money on to mak it look like my check isnt enough to cover one third. she also added extra things that my check goes to that i havent gotten money for at all. it turns out that i should have atleast $200 dollars left over if it wasnt going to pay for other things like my mothers cigarettes which i know the extra money pays for. the extra money from my check makes up for the stupid things that my mother doesnt need. if i lived in an apartment with a roommate i would have more money left over that i could save but my mother insists on not letting me go even though i would be better off. honestly i am tired of this shit im going to get all the information i can on imancipation and see if i can keep my check even if im imancipated and then i will take her to court and i wont be nice about it. everything will come out. i cant live in fear anymore of being in foster care and i cant be in fear of their false threats anymore because honestly i cant take it anymore.seriously, why would she insist on keeping me here if i could have a better life and if i could be happier and if i would be better off? why cant she just let me have a better life even if it is without her?