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so life is okay.
well. it's life.
it's not great. but it's not over.
when i come back from afghanistan i need to find a new place to live. anyone want a roommate? yeah.
anyone know any great guys looking for someone to marry them? and be the best wife ever? haha i say this half joking but we know i'm half serious.
i'm kinda fucked up right now. i'd definately rather be in KAF right now. working. being rocket attacked. in the extreme desert heat, sandstorms and all.
i don't know what to think. i don't know what to feel. i feel numb and confused.
new life plans....
try to work in the afghanistan for a year....just need to get on that. sweet deal, i'll be clearing some serious cash.... aka after 6+1 day, it's 80% tax free. so yeah. all i gotta do is score me a job. like scanning locals when they come ont he base.
then
probs travel. move to europe somewhere. but before that i will get my HR management certificate so i don't have a shit job.
current goals:
make good friends with some brits. then i have connections when i travel. sorta already on the go...but i need to find some that aren't military for life. i have a few prospects. then i'll have some help if i want to work over there.
find out about job...for the next year.
move my shit out of here. end contact.
other than that, i do love what i am doing over there. i seriously love meeting all the ppl that i am meeting. the soldiers are so awesome. i really am so glad that i went. i wouldn't change it for anything. although i sometimes wonder if it led up to the shit i'm dealing with now.
i was ready to start my life. now i and re-starting it....just not the way i intended....
xo
awn
well. it's life.
it's not great. but it's not over.
when i come back from afghanistan i need to find a new place to live. anyone want a roommate? yeah.
anyone know any great guys looking for someone to marry them? and be the best wife ever? haha i say this half joking but we know i'm half serious.
i'm kinda fucked up right now. i'd definately rather be in KAF right now. working. being rocket attacked. in the extreme desert heat, sandstorms and all.
i don't know what to think. i don't know what to feel. i feel numb and confused.
new life plans....
try to work in the afghanistan for a year....just need to get on that. sweet deal, i'll be clearing some serious cash.... aka after 6+1 day, it's 80% tax free. so yeah. all i gotta do is score me a job. like scanning locals when they come ont he base.
then
probs travel. move to europe somewhere. but before that i will get my HR management certificate so i don't have a shit job.
current goals:
make good friends with some brits. then i have connections when i travel. sorta already on the go...but i need to find some that aren't military for life. i have a few prospects. then i'll have some help if i want to work over there.
find out about job...for the next year.
move my shit out of here. end contact.
other than that, i do love what i am doing over there. i seriously love meeting all the ppl that i am meeting. the soldiers are so awesome. i really am so glad that i went. i wouldn't change it for anything. although i sometimes wonder if it led up to the shit i'm dealing with now.
i was ready to start my life. now i and re-starting it....just not the way i intended....
xo
awn