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[sweet_ariel]

My study date with Fox was actually pretty fun, I don’t know what Sam is always going on about him being boring and such, I had a nice time with him

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[notruth2befound]

I frown a little, talk about a blow to the ego...okay, I can deal...I open my book and pretend to read, even though I've commited each passage to memory and there's really no need for it. My stomach turns a little and I don't know exactly why, but decide to chalk it up to eating an excessive amount of chocolate the night before. It defenitley has nothing to do with my present state of mind. defenitley.

[sweet_ariel]

I'd done prety good witht hat showing I wasnt bothered by the new choice of me sitting here, doing my work slower then usual so i had a reason to not look up at him continusly

I looked at the paper that got passed to me, our project, an A plus of course.
Looking to him i knew i had to show him i got up and took it to him as did other students to their partners

"Here" I said softly as i held it out for him

[notruth2befound]

I frown softly, more confused than anything, when she hands me the project, I look it over for show, but I sortof already figured we did well, since the whole project was just me rewording the text book.

"thanks..."

[sweet_ariel]

Damn sam.

I gently run my fingers through my hair "I just figured you may want to keep it" I said softly before turning, heading back to the table i was sitting at

[notruth2befound]

"You can-"

But she's gone before I can finish my sentence anyway. I bury my head in the text book again, feeling like an idiot. Mixed signals is all, could happen to anybody, right? nope, not just anybody, only the king of misinterpreted emotions.

[sweet_ariel]

I watch him a bit a grumble about life sucking major ass, teacher eyeing me i smirk and go back to reading.

After the bell rang, i got up and instead of walking to the next class with him i lagged behind making sure i was the last one out the door

[notruth2befound]

Doesn't take much for me to give up on prospective interests, I guess that would explain my lack of quality relationships pretty well. I don't know how to do that song and dance, no one ever really took me aside and explained it to me. I wish I knew where Sam picked it up, experience, lots of it, if you ask anyone around school. I tend not to believe that though, deep down my baby sister is even more sensetive than I am. This I know. Maybe someday she'll teach me how to talk to girls.

When the bell rings I gather up my things and walk out the door.

[sweet_ariel]

having left late means i got to class and there was only one seat left here, next to him, sighed inwardly and went over sitting down where i usually do next to him and pulled out the nessisary things for this class, did i ever mention that he smells really good?...no, shut up, class, pay attention, sam said its a bad idea, cant mess things up for him

[notruth2befound]

She sits down next to me, oh yeah, I notice it's the only remaining seat. Hard not to when she was looking around like she was. When I finally speak, things come out a little blunter than I meant them to.

"What did I do?"

[sweet_ariel]

I glance over to him

"You didnt do anything" I said softly to him

[notruth2befound]

I sigh a little and turn back to...whatever I was working on. What was I working on?

"fine, you don't have to tell me."

[sweet_ariel]

"I mean it"

I said softly, i couldnt tell him sam said it, i mean hello i dont want to start something between them either, sam would get pissed at me and i well kidna fear her strength

[notruth2befound]

"so you just changed your mind?"

How arrogant. Assuming her mind was ever made up in the first place. She'd never said anything along the lines of, "Take me Fox, I'm yours!" So how the hell would I know?

[sweet_ariel]

"not willingly"

i mumble softly as i doodle across the page

[notruth2befound]

"and what exactly does that mean?"

[sweet_ariel]

I shrugged "nothing"

couldnt tell him about sam and i talking