So if ne one cares...
Im gettin sick of ppl getting involed in things that really dont kno the whole story... soo if you care to comment on the matter...
AmberHopeCarroll (8:10:44 PM): hey kdid
your3last2words1 (8:10:49 PM): hey, what's up
AmberHopeCarroll (8:10:49 PM): *kid
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:01 PM): nothin much just got back fomr zacs hockey banquet
your3last2words1 (8:11:05 PM): how was that
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:14 PM): oh that was intersting
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:15 PM): lol
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:18 PM): nothign special
your3last2words1 (8:11:34 PM): sweet deal
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:06 PM): we had such a good time earlier though bc me zac chad and k shotty were all hanging out and drivin around and then we went shopping---it was quit the bit enjoyable
your3last2words1 (8:12:29 PM): nicee
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:33 PM): oh yea
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:39 PM): what have you been up to today?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:48 PM): talk to andy i kno hes at smuggs
your3last2words1 (8:13:08 PM): nothing today, studying for sat's mostly and babysitting my little brothers
AmberHopeCarroll (8:13:38 PM): oh joyus
your3last2words1 (8:13:51 PM): yes
AmberHopeCarroll (8:13:59 PM): my moms in florida -- my brother is in el and my sister is at my gramyms soo its just me and my step dad
AmberHopeCarroll (8:14:01 PM): its very nice
your3last2words1 (8:14:53 PM): lucky
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:06 PM): oh yea
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:08 PM): its soo good
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:20 PM): i wish i was an only child sometimes
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:25 PM): theres soo much free time and space
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:32 PM): and its soo much more quiet
your3last2words1 (8:15:35 PM): tell me about it.. i have four brothers
your3last2words1 (8:15:39 PM): never any quiet
your3last2words1 (8:15:45 PM): and they're never all gone at once
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:03 PM): haha yea my brother is wickeed loud so he counts for like 8 ppl
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:09 PM): trust me I KNO
your3last2words1 (8:16:23 PM): lol
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:32 PM): and i have such a huge family .. like ne time i woudl be alone its like amber go saty with so and sooo
your3last2words1 (8:16:36 PM): well.. my three younger brothers count for 24 people then
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:38 PM): and mym mom is like yea your DEF> goign
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:40 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:52 PM): dont get me wrong i love my family
your3last2words1 (8:16:54 PM): lol so i hear your little sister likes andy
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:58 PM): but theres so FING loud
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:02 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:04 PM): yea she does
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:08 PM): shes in love with him
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:18 PM): she was like "amber can andy come back over with zac again?"
your3last2words1 (8:17:23 PM): lol
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:26 PM): i was likkke "maybeee"
your3last2words1 (8:17:27 PM): that's so cute
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:28 PM): lol
your3last2words1 (8:17:36 PM): tell her to back off though, or else. haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:39 PM): hah
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:54 PM): shes 11 so obviosuly youve got some HARDCORE compitation
your3last2words1 (8:18:16 PM): well if she's youurrr little sister
your3last2words1 (8:18:19 PM): haha
your3last2words1 (8:18:25 PM): *wink*
your3last2words1 (8:18:37 PM): that carroll gene pool
AmberHopeCarroll (8:18:49 PM): ahaha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:19:01 PM): thanks anna :-D
your3last2words1 (8:19:09 PM): oh, no .. thank you amber.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:19:13 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:06 PM): soo how is yours and andys sex life?
your3last2words1 (8:20:08 PM): Hey so do you know if Zac doesn't like me anymore.. cuz it seems like he doesn't.. don't like talk to him about it cuz then he'll be like "why did you make amber yell at me" .. just wondering.. cuz it's weird
your3last2words1 (8:20:24 PM): oh.. it's good, lol.. :-)
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:28 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:32 PM): honestly -- i dot really kno
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:56 PM): i kno hes pissed that you guys were gonan sit andy down and shit and then like the whole plan when no where at all you kno
your3last2words1 (8:21:23 PM): well like.. it wasn't like me.. i mean.. Zac didn't do/say anything else about it
your3last2words1 (8:21:25 PM): so like..
your3last2words1 (8:22:06 PM): In school like he doesn't even look at me or talk to me at all
your3last2words1 (8:22:40 PM): so it's weird.. and like the other day before school, i saw him and Andy walking down the hall so i ran over to give Andy a hug.. and then Zac like kept walking and like didn't turn around or say bye to Andy
AmberHopeCarroll (8:23:35 PM): well darling -- take ABSOULTLY no offense to this bc youd dont have comtorl over it...but like when ever you walk in a room andy drops EVERYTHING and goes and sees you -- he can be in a middle of a conversation and then he'll just walk away --
AmberHopeCarroll (8:23:48 PM): yea bc andy was in the middle of something and he just shut up
your3last2words1 (8:24:36 PM): I know.. but Zac acts like it's my fault.. and like I just wanted to hug him cuz he was like.. 5 steps in front of me and I hadn't seen him yet today.. and I was like pushing him to go back talking to Zac and he didn't get it...
AmberHopeCarroll (8:25:34 PM): yea tthats the thing andy DOESNT get it you kno?
your3last2words1 (8:26:18 PM): And I don't know.. Zac makes it so it's weird when it's me him and Andy. .like Zac acts like we three can't be together at once.. you know.. If he was more laid back about it, it would be easier... but he like.. doesn't ever let it happen. like it's only him and andy.. or only andy and me.. and it's soo weird..
AmberHopeCarroll (8:26:35 PM): im not trying to be gay or w.e but you need to help him realise that he can have you and his friends and that your not gonna be pissed that by him being like "anna ihave plans staurday night so can we do something sunday" you kno? instead he drosp all his palns for you
your3last2words1 (8:26:55 PM): what?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:27:15 PM): the otehr week andy was gonign to go and sleep over zacs
your3last2words1 (8:27:30 PM): When was this?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:27:33 PM): and then he got a call from you and went over there and didnt even tell him about it
your3last2words1 (8:27:42 PM): What are you talking about?
your3last2words1 (8:27:54 PM): Me and Andy hang out on Friday's after school
your3last2words1 (8:28:00 PM): and then on Sunday he has his SAT class
your3last2words1 (8:28:03 PM): I never call him.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:28:13 PM): this was sat. hun he drops plans for you all the time whether or not you get that
your3last2words1 (8:28:52 PM): Saturday?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:29:12 PM): this was prob closer to a month ago
AmberHopeCarroll (8:29:23 PM): i dont remeber the date darling i just remember it happin and zac being upset
your3last2words1 (8:29:25 PM): I don't call him on Saturdays though
AmberHopeCarroll (8:29:28 PM): andy does it all the time
your3last2words1 (8:29:33 PM): what do you mean
your3last2words1 (8:29:48 PM): cuz Zac has Monday- Thursday and SAturdays where Andy does not hang out with me
AmberHopeCarroll (8:30:18 PM): well andy never calls him
your3last2words1 (8:30:26 PM): does Zac call Andy??
AmberHopeCarroll (8:30:42 PM): and when ever zac does -- andy is busy do this or that aroudn the house or hes talkin to you
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:07 PM): i dotn kno what to tell you
your3last2words1 (8:31:11 PM): Okay, this is pissing me off.. because me and Andy only get to hang out two times a week.. So I don't get how he can be breaking plans all the time
your3last2words1 (8:31:15 PM): how about you don't tell me anything
your3last2words1 (8:31:18 PM): cuz i have nothing to do with it
your3last2words1 (8:31:22 PM): and Zac can speak up for himself
your3last2words1 (8:31:26 PM): and I'm soo fucking sick of this
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:26 PM): i dont kno what andy tells you and i cant speak for him..
your3last2words1 (8:31:29 PM): because I AM NOT like that
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:32 PM): no fucking shit
your3last2words1 (8:31:35 PM): I let Andy hang out with his friends
your3last2words1 (8:31:42 PM): and he doesn't tell me ALL these times
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:57 PM): i kno
your3last2words1 (8:32:00 PM): and it seems to me like Zac has all these issues that he's just sulking about and not doing anything himsel
your3last2words1 (8:32:07 PM): okay i'd understand if we hung out all the time
AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:10 PM): and ive said over and over that its not your fault and that i dont balme you
your3last2words1 (8:32:12 PM): but the fact is , that we don't
your3last2words1 (8:32:18 PM): well then what is this
your3last2words1 (8:32:24 PM): why are you putting me on a guilt trip
AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:31 PM): anna im sry but fuck you zac doesnt just sulk around bc of you
your3last2words1 (8:32:53 PM): ITS NOT LIKE ZAC DOESNT BLOW PLANS OFF CUZ OF YOU
your3last2words1 (8:32:55 PM): cuz he does too
AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:59 PM): he has enough shit in his life then to have to worry about being best friends with his firends gf
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:06 PM): FUCK YOU! he does
your3last2words1 (8:33:08 PM): oh okay, then what's the deal
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:08 PM): nt*
your3last2words1 (8:33:19 PM): okay whatever Amber
your3last2words1 (8:33:25 PM): i'm sick of hearing how perfect you and Zac are
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:26 PM): seriously anna
your3last2words1 (8:33:35 PM): obviously something isn't right
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:46 PM): bc i obviously fuccking say how prefect me and him are all the tiem right?
your3last2words1 (8:33:51 PM): um actually
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:54 PM): between me and hin?
your3last2words1 (8:33:54 PM): you do
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:59 PM): um no i dont
your3last2words1 (8:34:04 PM): And also if Zac has been saying all this stuff to you
your3last2words1 (8:34:14 PM): why don't you tell him to talk about it with Andy
your3last2words1 (8:34:23 PM): because if he has such a problem that he has to like not talk to me
your3last2words1 (8:34:30 PM): and act like i'm messing up things with him and Andy
your3last2words1 (8:34:32 PM): then maybe he should
your3last2words1 (8:34:43 PM): and he can't blame me for anything, cuz it's not like he does anything more then I do
your3last2words1 (8:34:51 PM): Andy knows I'd let him hang out with his friends
AmberHopeCarroll (8:34:57 PM): why are you taking out your issues with zac on me!?
your3last2words1 (8:35:03 PM): i'm not
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:06 PM): okay im not gonan lie anna i think its your fucking fault
your3last2words1 (8:35:10 PM): you just like started bitching at me about Andy
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:11 PM): this kid has changed soo much
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:23 PM): since YOU have come into his life
your3last2words1 (8:35:24 PM): PEOPLE CHANGE
your3last2words1 (8:35:27 PM): it's HIGHSCHOOL
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:36 PM): NOT THAT MUCH!
your3last2words1 (8:35:38 PM): that's what happens when you GROW UP
AmberHopeCarroll (8:36:03 PM): you dont beome a COMPLETLY diff person!
your3last2words1 (8:36:20 PM): WEll it's great to know that you act completely fake to me, when apparently you have an issue with me too
AmberHopeCarroll (8:36:35 PM): kno not really
AmberHopeCarroll (8:36:43 PM): i dont have a problem with you -- or at least i didnt
AmberHopeCarroll (8:37:35 PM): EHHHH
your3last2words1 (8:38:43 PM): so what's your problem with me now? i'm sorry i'm not perfect.. and maybe Andy has changed. Maybe he's a bit more immature now. Maybe he's just experienced more okay. People fucking change. It's a fact of life. And MAYBE it is because of me. BUT it's not my fault. I haven't driven him away.. Zac has. Zac has five days out of the week he knows me and Andy won't be hanging out. IF he really wanted to he could take full advantage of it.
your3last2words1 (8:38:56 PM): I fucking love Andy with all my heart.. and I think he's an amazing person.
your3last2words1 (8:39:11 PM): If you think otherwise then you don't know anything. How much did you even know Andy before?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:14 PM): that awesome anna
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:18 PM): i think zac is amazinf
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:25 PM): but how the fuck did zac change him?
your3last2words1 (8:39:42 PM): Zac has been changing him ever since he got to East Longmeadow
your3last2words1 (8:39:47 PM): the people you hang around change you
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:51 PM): hdsklhgjasdrhgelkhslsfa
your3last2words1 (8:39:52 PM): It's not a bad thing
AmberHopeCarroll (8:40:05 PM): BUT YOU HAVE FUCKING CHANGE HIM FOR THE WORSE
your3last2words1 (8:40:38 PM): WHat the hell are you talking about?
your3last2words1 (8:40:48 PM): What do you think is so the worse about him
your3last2words1 (8:41:21 PM): what the fuck, what do you want me to do? break up with him?
your3last2words1 (8:41:29 PM): I don't understand how i've changed him so horribly
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:34 PM): i dont care what you do
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:38 PM): TALK TO HIM
your3last2words1 (8:41:39 PM): I mean it's not like it would be different with any other girl
your3last2words1 (8:41:40 PM): I HAVE
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:43 PM): tell him to stop being so reculse
your3last2words1 (8:41:44 PM): WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO
your3last2words1 (8:41:47 PM): SAY CHANGE BACK
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:52 PM): TALK TO THE FUCKING KID
your3last2words1 (8:41:57 PM): I DO FUCKING TALK TO HIM
your3last2words1 (8:42:12 PM): I DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH HIM
your3last2words1 (8:42:25 PM): MAYBE ZAC SHOULD, BECAUSE ZAC IS THE ONE HAVING THE PROBLEMS WITH HIM
AmberHopeCarroll (8:42:38 PM): well apoerntly not enough or about the right stuff
AmberHopeCarroll (8:42:57 PM): he doesnt have a problem with him
AmberHopeCarroll (8:43:15 PM): he has a problem with you for changing him then saying you want to do somethign about it and NEVER FUCKING DO
your3last2words1 (8:44:16 PM): Amber, you seriously have no idea what you're talking about. You have no idea about anything that happens with me and Andy. And Zac does, Zac doesn't like the way Andy has been acting.. so ZAC can talk to him. AND ZAC and me were gonna talk to him together. ZAC DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING EITHER. SO FUCK YOU. FUCK ZAC. FUCK ANYONE THAT THINKS ANYTHING BAD ABOUT ME AND ANDY. I don't fucking understand who you think you are.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:44:38 PM): ME?
your3last2words1 (8:44:49 PM): YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW ANYTHING
your3last2words1 (8:44:59 PM): YOU DONT KNOW ME, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ANDY
your3last2words1 (8:45:05 PM): SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO
AmberHopeCarroll (8:45:29 PM): well then WHY THE FUCK come to ME and bitch bout how ZAC hates you if i dont kno ANYTHING
AmberHopeCarroll (8:45:36 PM): dont pull me into shit
AmberHopeCarroll (8:45:48 PM): WHY THE FUCK do you think i stay outta it!?
your3last2words1 (8:45:52 PM): way to turn this around to something that has nothing to do with what you're talking about
your3last2words1 (8:46:00 PM): OKAY if Zac is talking shit about me
your3last2words1 (8:46:03 PM): and you know something
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:04 PM): umm no
your3last2words1 (8:46:06 PM): why pretend like you don't
your3last2words1 (8:46:09 PM): DONT SAY NO
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:12 PM): FUCK YOU
your3last2words1 (8:46:12 PM): cuz you already admitted it
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:31 PM): when ever he says BAD shit about you i would yell at him tell him to shut up you kno
your3last2words1 (8:46:36 PM): oh okay
your3last2words1 (8:46:41 PM): i believe that
your3last2words1 (8:46:47 PM): Seeing as how you agree with him
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:55 PM): you kno what?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:47:01 PM): now i do
AmberHopeCarroll (8:47:29 PM): for a long time when zac didnt liek you and andy together and i was talkin to you i was like... no babe shes chill ilike her...
AmberHopeCarroll (8:49:27 PM): anna do you kno how fucking pissed i am right now?
your3last2words1 (8:50:19 PM): do you know how pissed I am?? you're sitting there telling me i've changed Andy for the worse and saying that I don't talk to him about the right stuff and you don't even know what we talk about.. like how can you say that? I'm not the only factor in Andy's life.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:50:35 PM): i kno your not
your3last2words1 (8:50:50 PM): okay, how do you want me to react when you're blaming me
your3last2words1 (8:51:01 PM): and telling me that i've changed the only person i love with all my heart for the worse
your3last2words1 (8:51:06 PM): what the fuck do you want me to do
your3last2words1 (8:51:07 PM): i don't get it
AmberHopeCarroll (8:51:12 PM): i dont kno
your3last2words1 (8:51:41 PM): i understand how you'd defend Zac.. but seriously.. if Zac has such big issues.. like fuck.. he does. You know he does.. why doesn't he just TALK to Andy?? I mean.. he could if he really wanted to.
your3last2words1 (8:52:18 PM): I would get off the phone with Andy if Zac called and wanted to talk.. i'm really not a bitch. I want Andy to be with his friends.
your3last2words1 (8:52:29 PM): I don't get where it's coming from that I don't.
your3last2words1 (8:52:42 PM): I've told Andy so many times he has to hang out with his friends more.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:52:43 PM): ANNA HE DOSNT DO IR
AmberHopeCarroll (8:52:46 PM): *IT
your3last2words1 (8:52:57 PM): He just doesn't.. he has five days a week to do it. Maybe it's because of his friends.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:53:00 PM): i know YOUR willing to
AmberHopeCarroll (8:53:04 PM): but he DOESNT DO IT
your3last2words1 (8:53:04 PM): Just maybe it isn't my fault.
your3last2words1 (8:54:24 PM): But neither does Zac. I know when Zac is like.. let's hang out.. Andy hangs out with him.. I mean.. like I haven't seen otherwise. And if doesn't happen I don't know what to do.
your3last2words1 (8:54:29 PM): I'm not gonna force him ..
your3last2words1 (8:54:34 PM): That doesn't make any sense...
your3last2words1 (8:54:56 PM): Don't you think if he was treated so great by his friends all the time he would make more of an effort? I dunno.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:55:00 PM): anna and can you PLZ stop saying how i dont kno ne thing that is goign on? bc the whoel reason you starting yellin at me is bc of ZAC i think i kno a FUCKIGN this or two about ZAC.... hes the guy i love with every part of me... dont yell at me saying that i KNO NOTHING when your the one who came to me int he first placee
your3last2words1 (8:55:30 PM): I wasn't yelling at you.. I didn't start.. I only started after you started accusing me of changing Andy for the worse.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:55:46 PM): ever think your the reason why his friend treat him "badly sometiems"
your3last2words1 (8:56:03 PM): IF they can't support him loving me then they're not true friends.
your3last2words1 (8:56:22 PM): It's as simple as that.
your3last2words1 (8:56:28 PM): It's not like i've ever done anything to them.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:58:32 PM): i cant speak for them
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:11 PM): oh and the WHOLE reason this started was bc of the following quote : your3last2words1 (8:32:00 PM): and it seems to me like Zac has all these issues that he's just sulking about and not doing anything himsel AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:31 PM): anna im sry but fuck you zac doesnt just sulk around bc of you
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:35 PM): and you keep yellin at me bc "i dont kno andy" you dont fucking kno zac
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:40 PM): you cant say that you do?
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:56 PM): im sry but i had to defend him
your3last2words1 (9:02:00 PM): I know that you're going to defend him. Obviously.. like i'm not expecting you not to. But I even told Zac next time he had an issue with me to talk to me about it. And he hasn't.
AmberHopeCarroll (9:02:23 PM): are you guys friends?
AmberHopeCarroll (9:02:28 PM): have you guys ever been friends
your3last2words1 (9:02:43 PM): No, i've tried. But he always just like pulls away when something's wrong. And that's that.
AmberHopeCarroll (9:02:45 PM): just bc you are going out with andy doesnt mean you too have to be friends
your3last2words1 (9:02:53 PM): What me and Zac?
your3last2words1 (9:02:59 PM): me and Zac used to get along really well
your3last2words1 (9:03:01 PM): then all of the sudden
your3last2words1 (9:03:07 PM): like.. nope.. not talking to you anymore
AmberHopeCarroll (9:03:21 PM): maybe its bc your not the type of person he hangs out with -- sry but look at all the ppl he hangs out with and then look at you
your3last2words1 (9:03:34 PM): What are you talking about?
your3last2words1 (9:03:48 PM): Except the thing is, is that I pretty much hang out with the people he hangs out with.
your3last2words1 (9:04:06 PM): I was actually friends with all of Andy's friends before we started going out
AmberHopeCarroll (9:04:44 PM): fuck you im not fuckin talkin to you ne more your a a fuclking BITCH and i dont want to ever say another to words to you unless you want to appoloze for attacking me and my boyfriend when as you put it "I DONT KNO ANYTHING ABOUT NE OF YOU"
your3last2words1 (9:05:50 PM): Why should I apologize when you don't? And Amber.. i'd be perfectly fine with that.
your3last2words1 (9:06:00 PM): Please don't ever talk to me again.
AmberHopeCarroll (9:06:45 PM): NO FUCKING WORRIES... i dont want to talk to a a fucking cunt :-)
your3last2words1 (9:06:52 PM): Okay, sweet. :-)
AmberHopeCarroll (9:06:52 PM): thanks for all the good times
AmberHopeCarroll (9:06:56 PM): :-D
your3last2words1 (9:07:05 PM): Kayyyyy
AmberHopeCarroll (8:10:44 PM): hey kdid
your3last2words1 (8:10:49 PM): hey, what's up
AmberHopeCarroll (8:10:49 PM): *kid
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:01 PM): nothin much just got back fomr zacs hockey banquet
your3last2words1 (8:11:05 PM): how was that
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:14 PM): oh that was intersting
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:15 PM): lol
AmberHopeCarroll (8:11:18 PM): nothign special
your3last2words1 (8:11:34 PM): sweet deal
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:06 PM): we had such a good time earlier though bc me zac chad and k shotty were all hanging out and drivin around and then we went shopping---it was quit the bit enjoyable
your3last2words1 (8:12:29 PM): nicee
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:33 PM): oh yea
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:39 PM): what have you been up to today?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:12:48 PM): talk to andy i kno hes at smuggs
your3last2words1 (8:13:08 PM): nothing today, studying for sat's mostly and babysitting my little brothers
AmberHopeCarroll (8:13:38 PM): oh joyus
your3last2words1 (8:13:51 PM): yes
AmberHopeCarroll (8:13:59 PM): my moms in florida -- my brother is in el and my sister is at my gramyms soo its just me and my step dad
AmberHopeCarroll (8:14:01 PM): its very nice
your3last2words1 (8:14:53 PM): lucky
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:06 PM): oh yea
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:08 PM): its soo good
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:20 PM): i wish i was an only child sometimes
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:25 PM): theres soo much free time and space
AmberHopeCarroll (8:15:32 PM): and its soo much more quiet
your3last2words1 (8:15:35 PM): tell me about it.. i have four brothers
your3last2words1 (8:15:39 PM): never any quiet
your3last2words1 (8:15:45 PM): and they're never all gone at once
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:03 PM): haha yea my brother is wickeed loud so he counts for like 8 ppl
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:09 PM): trust me I KNO
your3last2words1 (8:16:23 PM): lol
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:32 PM): and i have such a huge family .. like ne time i woudl be alone its like amber go saty with so and sooo
your3last2words1 (8:16:36 PM): well.. my three younger brothers count for 24 people then
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:38 PM): and mym mom is like yea your DEF> goign
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:40 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:52 PM): dont get me wrong i love my family
your3last2words1 (8:16:54 PM): lol so i hear your little sister likes andy
AmberHopeCarroll (8:16:58 PM): but theres so FING loud
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:02 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:04 PM): yea she does
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:08 PM): shes in love with him
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:18 PM): she was like "amber can andy come back over with zac again?"
your3last2words1 (8:17:23 PM): lol
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:26 PM): i was likkke "maybeee"
your3last2words1 (8:17:27 PM): that's so cute
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:28 PM): lol
your3last2words1 (8:17:36 PM): tell her to back off though, or else. haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:39 PM): hah
AmberHopeCarroll (8:17:54 PM): shes 11 so obviosuly youve got some HARDCORE compitation
your3last2words1 (8:18:16 PM): well if she's youurrr little sister
your3last2words1 (8:18:19 PM): haha
your3last2words1 (8:18:25 PM): *wink*
your3last2words1 (8:18:37 PM): that carroll gene pool
AmberHopeCarroll (8:18:49 PM): ahaha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:19:01 PM): thanks anna :-D
your3last2words1 (8:19:09 PM): oh, no .. thank you amber.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:19:13 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:06 PM): soo how is yours and andys sex life?
your3last2words1 (8:20:08 PM): Hey so do you know if Zac doesn't like me anymore.. cuz it seems like he doesn't.. don't like talk to him about it cuz then he'll be like "why did you make amber yell at me" .. just wondering.. cuz it's weird
your3last2words1 (8:20:24 PM): oh.. it's good, lol.. :-)
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:28 PM): haha
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:32 PM): honestly -- i dot really kno
AmberHopeCarroll (8:20:56 PM): i kno hes pissed that you guys were gonan sit andy down and shit and then like the whole plan when no where at all you kno
your3last2words1 (8:21:23 PM): well like.. it wasn't like me.. i mean.. Zac didn't do/say anything else about it
your3last2words1 (8:21:25 PM): so like..
your3last2words1 (8:22:06 PM): In school like he doesn't even look at me or talk to me at all
your3last2words1 (8:22:40 PM): so it's weird.. and like the other day before school, i saw him and Andy walking down the hall so i ran over to give Andy a hug.. and then Zac like kept walking and like didn't turn around or say bye to Andy
AmberHopeCarroll (8:23:35 PM): well darling -- take ABSOULTLY no offense to this bc youd dont have comtorl over it...but like when ever you walk in a room andy drops EVERYTHING and goes and sees you -- he can be in a middle of a conversation and then he'll just walk away --
AmberHopeCarroll (8:23:48 PM): yea bc andy was in the middle of something and he just shut up
your3last2words1 (8:24:36 PM): I know.. but Zac acts like it's my fault.. and like I just wanted to hug him cuz he was like.. 5 steps in front of me and I hadn't seen him yet today.. and I was like pushing him to go back talking to Zac and he didn't get it...
AmberHopeCarroll (8:25:34 PM): yea tthats the thing andy DOESNT get it you kno?
your3last2words1 (8:26:18 PM): And I don't know.. Zac makes it so it's weird when it's me him and Andy. .like Zac acts like we three can't be together at once.. you know.. If he was more laid back about it, it would be easier... but he like.. doesn't ever let it happen. like it's only him and andy.. or only andy and me.. and it's soo weird..
AmberHopeCarroll (8:26:35 PM): im not trying to be gay or w.e but you need to help him realise that he can have you and his friends and that your not gonna be pissed that by him being like "anna ihave plans staurday night so can we do something sunday" you kno? instead he drosp all his palns for you
your3last2words1 (8:26:55 PM): what?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:27:15 PM): the otehr week andy was gonign to go and sleep over zacs
your3last2words1 (8:27:30 PM): When was this?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:27:33 PM): and then he got a call from you and went over there and didnt even tell him about it
your3last2words1 (8:27:42 PM): What are you talking about?
your3last2words1 (8:27:54 PM): Me and Andy hang out on Friday's after school
your3last2words1 (8:28:00 PM): and then on Sunday he has his SAT class
your3last2words1 (8:28:03 PM): I never call him.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:28:13 PM): this was sat. hun he drops plans for you all the time whether or not you get that
your3last2words1 (8:28:52 PM): Saturday?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:29:12 PM): this was prob closer to a month ago
AmberHopeCarroll (8:29:23 PM): i dont remeber the date darling i just remember it happin and zac being upset
your3last2words1 (8:29:25 PM): I don't call him on Saturdays though
AmberHopeCarroll (8:29:28 PM): andy does it all the time
your3last2words1 (8:29:33 PM): what do you mean
your3last2words1 (8:29:48 PM): cuz Zac has Monday- Thursday and SAturdays where Andy does not hang out with me
AmberHopeCarroll (8:30:18 PM): well andy never calls him
your3last2words1 (8:30:26 PM): does Zac call Andy??
AmberHopeCarroll (8:30:42 PM): and when ever zac does -- andy is busy do this or that aroudn the house or hes talkin to you
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:07 PM): i dotn kno what to tell you
your3last2words1 (8:31:11 PM): Okay, this is pissing me off.. because me and Andy only get to hang out two times a week.. So I don't get how he can be breaking plans all the time
your3last2words1 (8:31:15 PM): how about you don't tell me anything
your3last2words1 (8:31:18 PM): cuz i have nothing to do with it
your3last2words1 (8:31:22 PM): and Zac can speak up for himself
your3last2words1 (8:31:26 PM): and I'm soo fucking sick of this
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:26 PM): i dont kno what andy tells you and i cant speak for him..
your3last2words1 (8:31:29 PM): because I AM NOT like that
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:32 PM): no fucking shit
your3last2words1 (8:31:35 PM): I let Andy hang out with his friends
your3last2words1 (8:31:42 PM): and he doesn't tell me ALL these times
AmberHopeCarroll (8:31:57 PM): i kno
your3last2words1 (8:32:00 PM): and it seems to me like Zac has all these issues that he's just sulking about and not doing anything himsel
your3last2words1 (8:32:07 PM): okay i'd understand if we hung out all the time
AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:10 PM): and ive said over and over that its not your fault and that i dont balme you
your3last2words1 (8:32:12 PM): but the fact is , that we don't
your3last2words1 (8:32:18 PM): well then what is this
your3last2words1 (8:32:24 PM): why are you putting me on a guilt trip
AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:31 PM): anna im sry but fuck you zac doesnt just sulk around bc of you
your3last2words1 (8:32:53 PM): ITS NOT LIKE ZAC DOESNT BLOW PLANS OFF CUZ OF YOU
your3last2words1 (8:32:55 PM): cuz he does too
AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:59 PM): he has enough shit in his life then to have to worry about being best friends with his firends gf
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:06 PM): FUCK YOU! he does
your3last2words1 (8:33:08 PM): oh okay, then what's the deal
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:08 PM): nt*
your3last2words1 (8:33:19 PM): okay whatever Amber
your3last2words1 (8:33:25 PM): i'm sick of hearing how perfect you and Zac are
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:26 PM): seriously anna
your3last2words1 (8:33:35 PM): obviously something isn't right
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:46 PM): bc i obviously fuccking say how prefect me and him are all the tiem right?
your3last2words1 (8:33:51 PM): um actually
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:54 PM): between me and hin?
your3last2words1 (8:33:54 PM): you do
AmberHopeCarroll (8:33:59 PM): um no i dont
your3last2words1 (8:34:04 PM): And also if Zac has been saying all this stuff to you
your3last2words1 (8:34:14 PM): why don't you tell him to talk about it with Andy
your3last2words1 (8:34:23 PM): because if he has such a problem that he has to like not talk to me
your3last2words1 (8:34:30 PM): and act like i'm messing up things with him and Andy
your3last2words1 (8:34:32 PM): then maybe he should
your3last2words1 (8:34:43 PM): and he can't blame me for anything, cuz it's not like he does anything more then I do
your3last2words1 (8:34:51 PM): Andy knows I'd let him hang out with his friends
AmberHopeCarroll (8:34:57 PM): why are you taking out your issues with zac on me!?
your3last2words1 (8:35:03 PM): i'm not
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:06 PM): okay im not gonan lie anna i think its your fucking fault
your3last2words1 (8:35:10 PM): you just like started bitching at me about Andy
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:11 PM): this kid has changed soo much
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:23 PM): since YOU have come into his life
your3last2words1 (8:35:24 PM): PEOPLE CHANGE
your3last2words1 (8:35:27 PM): it's HIGHSCHOOL
AmberHopeCarroll (8:35:36 PM): NOT THAT MUCH!
your3last2words1 (8:35:38 PM): that's what happens when you GROW UP
AmberHopeCarroll (8:36:03 PM): you dont beome a COMPLETLY diff person!
your3last2words1 (8:36:20 PM): WEll it's great to know that you act completely fake to me, when apparently you have an issue with me too
AmberHopeCarroll (8:36:35 PM): kno not really
AmberHopeCarroll (8:36:43 PM): i dont have a problem with you -- or at least i didnt
AmberHopeCarroll (8:37:35 PM): EHHHH
your3last2words1 (8:38:43 PM): so what's your problem with me now? i'm sorry i'm not perfect.. and maybe Andy has changed. Maybe he's a bit more immature now. Maybe he's just experienced more okay. People fucking change. It's a fact of life. And MAYBE it is because of me. BUT it's not my fault. I haven't driven him away.. Zac has. Zac has five days out of the week he knows me and Andy won't be hanging out. IF he really wanted to he could take full advantage of it.
your3last2words1 (8:38:56 PM): I fucking love Andy with all my heart.. and I think he's an amazing person.
your3last2words1 (8:39:11 PM): If you think otherwise then you don't know anything. How much did you even know Andy before?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:14 PM): that awesome anna
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:18 PM): i think zac is amazinf
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:25 PM): but how the fuck did zac change him?
your3last2words1 (8:39:42 PM): Zac has been changing him ever since he got to East Longmeadow
your3last2words1 (8:39:47 PM): the people you hang around change you
AmberHopeCarroll (8:39:51 PM): hdsklhgjasdrhgelkhslsfa
your3last2words1 (8:39:52 PM): It's not a bad thing
AmberHopeCarroll (8:40:05 PM): BUT YOU HAVE FUCKING CHANGE HIM FOR THE WORSE
your3last2words1 (8:40:38 PM): WHat the hell are you talking about?
your3last2words1 (8:40:48 PM): What do you think is so the worse about him
your3last2words1 (8:41:21 PM): what the fuck, what do you want me to do? break up with him?
your3last2words1 (8:41:29 PM): I don't understand how i've changed him so horribly
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:34 PM): i dont care what you do
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:38 PM): TALK TO HIM
your3last2words1 (8:41:39 PM): I mean it's not like it would be different with any other girl
your3last2words1 (8:41:40 PM): I HAVE
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:43 PM): tell him to stop being so reculse
your3last2words1 (8:41:44 PM): WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO
your3last2words1 (8:41:47 PM): SAY CHANGE BACK
AmberHopeCarroll (8:41:52 PM): TALK TO THE FUCKING KID
your3last2words1 (8:41:57 PM): I DO FUCKING TALK TO HIM
your3last2words1 (8:42:12 PM): I DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH HIM
your3last2words1 (8:42:25 PM): MAYBE ZAC SHOULD, BECAUSE ZAC IS THE ONE HAVING THE PROBLEMS WITH HIM
AmberHopeCarroll (8:42:38 PM): well apoerntly not enough or about the right stuff
AmberHopeCarroll (8:42:57 PM): he doesnt have a problem with him
AmberHopeCarroll (8:43:15 PM): he has a problem with you for changing him then saying you want to do somethign about it and NEVER FUCKING DO
your3last2words1 (8:44:16 PM): Amber, you seriously have no idea what you're talking about. You have no idea about anything that happens with me and Andy. And Zac does, Zac doesn't like the way Andy has been acting.. so ZAC can talk to him. AND ZAC and me were gonna talk to him together. ZAC DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING EITHER. SO FUCK YOU. FUCK ZAC. FUCK ANYONE THAT THINKS ANYTHING BAD ABOUT ME AND ANDY. I don't fucking understand who you think you are.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:44:38 PM): ME?
your3last2words1 (8:44:49 PM): YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW ANYTHING
your3last2words1 (8:44:59 PM): YOU DONT KNOW ME, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ANDY
your3last2words1 (8:45:05 PM): SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO
AmberHopeCarroll (8:45:29 PM): well then WHY THE FUCK come to ME and bitch bout how ZAC hates you if i dont kno ANYTHING
AmberHopeCarroll (8:45:36 PM): dont pull me into shit
AmberHopeCarroll (8:45:48 PM): WHY THE FUCK do you think i stay outta it!?
your3last2words1 (8:45:52 PM): way to turn this around to something that has nothing to do with what you're talking about
your3last2words1 (8:46:00 PM): OKAY if Zac is talking shit about me
your3last2words1 (8:46:03 PM): and you know something
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:04 PM): umm no
your3last2words1 (8:46:06 PM): why pretend like you don't
your3last2words1 (8:46:09 PM): DONT SAY NO
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:12 PM): FUCK YOU
your3last2words1 (8:46:12 PM): cuz you already admitted it
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:31 PM): when ever he says BAD shit about you i would yell at him tell him to shut up you kno
your3last2words1 (8:46:36 PM): oh okay
your3last2words1 (8:46:41 PM): i believe that
your3last2words1 (8:46:47 PM): Seeing as how you agree with him
AmberHopeCarroll (8:46:55 PM): you kno what?
AmberHopeCarroll (8:47:01 PM): now i do
AmberHopeCarroll (8:47:29 PM): for a long time when zac didnt liek you and andy together and i was talkin to you i was like... no babe shes chill ilike her...
AmberHopeCarroll (8:49:27 PM): anna do you kno how fucking pissed i am right now?
your3last2words1 (8:50:19 PM): do you know how pissed I am?? you're sitting there telling me i've changed Andy for the worse and saying that I don't talk to him about the right stuff and you don't even know what we talk about.. like how can you say that? I'm not the only factor in Andy's life.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:50:35 PM): i kno your not
your3last2words1 (8:50:50 PM): okay, how do you want me to react when you're blaming me
your3last2words1 (8:51:01 PM): and telling me that i've changed the only person i love with all my heart for the worse
your3last2words1 (8:51:06 PM): what the fuck do you want me to do
your3last2words1 (8:51:07 PM): i don't get it
AmberHopeCarroll (8:51:12 PM): i dont kno
your3last2words1 (8:51:41 PM): i understand how you'd defend Zac.. but seriously.. if Zac has such big issues.. like fuck.. he does. You know he does.. why doesn't he just TALK to Andy?? I mean.. he could if he really wanted to.
your3last2words1 (8:52:18 PM): I would get off the phone with Andy if Zac called and wanted to talk.. i'm really not a bitch. I want Andy to be with his friends.
your3last2words1 (8:52:29 PM): I don't get where it's coming from that I don't.
your3last2words1 (8:52:42 PM): I've told Andy so many times he has to hang out with his friends more.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:52:43 PM): ANNA HE DOSNT DO IR
AmberHopeCarroll (8:52:46 PM): *IT
your3last2words1 (8:52:57 PM): He just doesn't.. he has five days a week to do it. Maybe it's because of his friends.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:53:00 PM): i know YOUR willing to
AmberHopeCarroll (8:53:04 PM): but he DOESNT DO IT
your3last2words1 (8:53:04 PM): Just maybe it isn't my fault.
your3last2words1 (8:54:24 PM): But neither does Zac. I know when Zac is like.. let's hang out.. Andy hangs out with him.. I mean.. like I haven't seen otherwise. And if doesn't happen I don't know what to do.
your3last2words1 (8:54:29 PM): I'm not gonna force him ..
your3last2words1 (8:54:34 PM): That doesn't make any sense...
your3last2words1 (8:54:56 PM): Don't you think if he was treated so great by his friends all the time he would make more of an effort? I dunno.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:55:00 PM): anna and can you PLZ stop saying how i dont kno ne thing that is goign on? bc the whoel reason you starting yellin at me is bc of ZAC i think i kno a FUCKIGN this or two about ZAC.... hes the guy i love with every part of me... dont yell at me saying that i KNO NOTHING when your the one who came to me int he first placee
your3last2words1 (8:55:30 PM): I wasn't yelling at you.. I didn't start.. I only started after you started accusing me of changing Andy for the worse.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:55:46 PM): ever think your the reason why his friend treat him "badly sometiems"
your3last2words1 (8:56:03 PM): IF they can't support him loving me then they're not true friends.
your3last2words1 (8:56:22 PM): It's as simple as that.
your3last2words1 (8:56:28 PM): It's not like i've ever done anything to them.
AmberHopeCarroll (8:58:32 PM): i cant speak for them
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:11 PM): oh and the WHOLE reason this started was bc of the following quote : your3last2words1 (8:32:00 PM): and it seems to me like Zac has all these issues that he's just sulking about and not doing anything himsel AmberHopeCarroll (8:32:31 PM): anna im sry but fuck you zac doesnt just sulk around bc of you
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:35 PM): and you keep yellin at me bc "i dont kno andy" you dont fucking kno zac
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:40 PM): you cant say that you do?
AmberHopeCarroll (9:00:56 PM): im sry but i had to defend him
your3last2words1 (9:02:00 PM): I know that you're going to defend him. Obviously.. like i'm not expecting you not to. But I even told Zac next time he had an issue with me to talk to me about it. And he hasn't.
AmberHopeCarroll (9:02:23 PM): are you guys friends?
AmberHopeCarroll (9:02:28 PM): have you guys ever been friends
your3last2words1 (9:02:43 PM): No, i've tried. But he always just like pulls away when something's wrong. And that's that.
AmberHopeCarroll (9:02:45 PM): just bc you are going out with andy doesnt mean you too have to be friends
your3last2words1 (9:02:53 PM): What me and Zac?
your3last2words1 (9:02:59 PM): me and Zac used to get along really well
your3last2words1 (9:03:01 PM): then all of the sudden
your3last2words1 (9:03:07 PM): like.. nope.. not talking to you anymore
AmberHopeCarroll (9:03:21 PM): maybe its bc your not the type of person he hangs out with -- sry but look at all the ppl he hangs out with and then look at you
your3last2words1 (9:03:34 PM): What are you talking about?
your3last2words1 (9:03:48 PM): Except the thing is, is that I pretty much hang out with the people he hangs out with.
your3last2words1 (9:04:06 PM): I was actually friends with all of Andy's friends before we started going out
AmberHopeCarroll (9:04:44 PM): fuck you im not fuckin talkin to you ne more your a a fuclking BITCH and i dont want to ever say another to words to you unless you want to appoloze for attacking me and my boyfriend when as you put it "I DONT KNO ANYTHING ABOUT NE OF YOU"
your3last2words1 (9:05:50 PM): Why should I apologize when you don't? And Amber.. i'd be perfectly fine with that.
your3last2words1 (9:06:00 PM): Please don't ever talk to me again.
AmberHopeCarroll (9:06:45 PM): NO FUCKING WORRIES... i dont want to talk to a a fucking cunt :-)
your3last2words1 (9:06:52 PM): Okay, sweet. :-)
AmberHopeCarroll (9:06:52 PM): thanks for all the good times
AmberHopeCarroll (9:06:56 PM): :-D
your3last2words1 (9:07:05 PM): Kayyyyy