so a lot
SO a lot of things happend in the last week:
I lost my virginity
My dog died
and I bought a lot of art.
I also just watched Magnolia and pretty much spent the whole afternoon loafing around like a lazy body. And then I got scared that I would end up alone, I saw myself in 5 years by myself, in a dead end job, not doing things that I love.
I don't really know how to feel right now. My dog died which is probably the most crushing thing I have had happen to my family and I in awhile, I cried a bunch on the phone with my mom and with Lauren when she called to ask me about it. I don't really feel like I belong anywhere and I don't really know where I am going with anything. But I sat on my couch today while it rained both outside and on the tv, and I felt like this would be my life, forever.
But my dog died and Magnolia brought a lot of thoughts to my head and I lost my virginity at 25. I am pretty sure I am goign to die alone.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
I lost my virginity
My dog died
and I bought a lot of art.
I also just watched Magnolia and pretty much spent the whole afternoon loafing around like a lazy body. And then I got scared that I would end up alone, I saw myself in 5 years by myself, in a dead end job, not doing things that I love.
I don't really know how to feel right now. My dog died which is probably the most crushing thing I have had happen to my family and I in awhile, I cried a bunch on the phone with my mom and with Lauren when she called to ask me about it. I don't really feel like I belong anywhere and I don't really know where I am going with anything. But I sat on my couch today while it rained both outside and on the tv, and I felt like this would be my life, forever.
But my dog died and Magnolia brought a lot of thoughts to my head and I lost my virginity at 25. I am pretty sure I am goign to die alone.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year