panic attack
ugh today i feel really on edge like i could go into asthmatic shock or something. I feel kind of crappy and i feel antsy and uncomfortable. My mom just called me and told me my dad flew to florida to see my grandma who had a pacemaker put in which i just found out about. My dad who really can't handle being around my grandma because she rags on him for his wieght and a multitude of other things then proceeds to call my mom and asks her and my brother to drop everything and go down to florida for a week. She then calls me tells me all this and makes me even more jittery than i already am. Then she tells me she might be leaving her job because she doesnt have insurance next year because my dad isnt working at the fire department and he has life time insurance but it doesnt include her or him, which means i dont nessicarilly have insurance even though im still a student and im gunna quit student teaching so i can work full time at the museum and have insurance and bleh bleh bleh, my brain. and my aunt is telling everyone im validictorian and i dont know if thats even the case and i think i might pass out. Thanks family. I need to hibernate for a million and ten years, does anyone want to join me
FUCK
FUCK