Tonight is the night I fell asleep at the wheel
I have a lot of shit to do.
Though not literally, thank god.
I am off this Thursday. Woot. Wanna do something?
So, IB goodbye get together type party this Saturday that I don't really want to go to but am going to make an appearance at anyway just so I continue to have them thinking I really care about any of them anymore. I don't see why they're having a goodbye party when over half of them are going to the same college anyway.
Whatever.
And its semiformal. -_-
EDIT: THAT WAS A HORRIBLE PARTY. It only reassured me of how much I hate them. The party cost zac and i an unnecessary hundred dollars combined. Though my dress is still awesome and I love it, I regard this party as the send off for never having to talk to them as friends again. I only regard maybe two of them as friends and they were just as pissed off. You don't invite people to your house to turn around and say we are going to a restaurant that costs 25+ bucks a plate plus drinks and tips etc... Not everyone is as rich as those stuck up assholes. Plus half the guests being extremely rude and one even making personal insults to your boyfriend of nearly two years is also not enjoyable or appreciated one bit.
Fuck them. ^____^
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I need to email SCAD my ID picture, but I don't know what kind of picture they want. I should send them one of me wearing 3D glasses or something.
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Roadtrip next next weekend. Woot. We needa do some planning. Like basics stuff anyway. I was wondering whether you would want to leave like late friday night and spend the night at my grama bayer's house or somem? That way the drive is 2 hours shorter going the next morning.
And as for a hotel, I will go on and reserve a room somewhere with my credit card ahead of time. Ya'll can just pay your part in gas money or whatev. We'll figure that out as we go though.
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Ben texted me this afternoon. A surprise. He said he was just sayin hi since we haven't talked in a while. I asked how his summer was and if he was busy thursday, only to get no response.
I don't know about that kid sometimes. He is confusing.
Sometimes I hate myself for having liked him back then, but other days it still hurts that he never gave me a chance. It's an awkward feeling.
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Zac and I had one of those deep connection moments yesterday and it was all over incredible. It made me really happy anyway.
It was one of those, shed everything else and be really loving best friends that can share anything type moments.
Its those that assure me that he's mine f&a. Those that make everything alright.
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Stress is dampering my days left at home though. And it is making my face breakout again. It hasn't broken out since exams and now it is. Damn it.
My family isn't helping any.
Though not literally, thank god.
I am off this Thursday. Woot. Wanna do something?
So, IB goodbye get together type party this Saturday that I don't really want to go to but am going to make an appearance at anyway just so I continue to have them thinking I really care about any of them anymore. I don't see why they're having a goodbye party when over half of them are going to the same college anyway.
Whatever.
And its semiformal. -_-
EDIT: THAT WAS A HORRIBLE PARTY. It only reassured me of how much I hate them. The party cost zac and i an unnecessary hundred dollars combined. Though my dress is still awesome and I love it, I regard this party as the send off for never having to talk to them as friends again. I only regard maybe two of them as friends and they were just as pissed off. You don't invite people to your house to turn around and say we are going to a restaurant that costs 25+ bucks a plate plus drinks and tips etc... Not everyone is as rich as those stuck up assholes. Plus half the guests being extremely rude and one even making personal insults to your boyfriend of nearly two years is also not enjoyable or appreciated one bit.
Fuck them. ^____^
_____________________________________________________________
I need to email SCAD my ID picture, but I don't know what kind of picture they want. I should send them one of me wearing 3D glasses or something.
_____________________________________________________________
Roadtrip next next weekend. Woot. We needa do some planning. Like basics stuff anyway. I was wondering whether you would want to leave like late friday night and spend the night at my grama bayer's house or somem? That way the drive is 2 hours shorter going the next morning.
And as for a hotel, I will go on and reserve a room somewhere with my credit card ahead of time. Ya'll can just pay your part in gas money or whatev. We'll figure that out as we go though.
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Ben texted me this afternoon. A surprise. He said he was just sayin hi since we haven't talked in a while. I asked how his summer was and if he was busy thursday, only to get no response.
I don't know about that kid sometimes. He is confusing.
Sometimes I hate myself for having liked him back then, but other days it still hurts that he never gave me a chance. It's an awkward feeling.
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Zac and I had one of those deep connection moments yesterday and it was all over incredible. It made me really happy anyway.
It was one of those, shed everything else and be really loving best friends that can share anything type moments.
Its those that assure me that he's mine f&a. Those that make everything alright.
___________________________________________________________
Stress is dampering my days left at home though. And it is making my face breakout again. It hasn't broken out since exams and now it is. Damn it.
My family isn't helping any.