The first morning after, ever.
I'm still tired.
This is a step up from how exhausted I was a few hours ago, but I wouldn't mind a few more hours. The problem is, its already twelve thirty. Our friends have probably tried contacting us a few times by now. Whether they know what happened, or they think they know what happened, or they don't even want to guess about what happened, they're going to want some kind of answer as to where we are.
And I'll be more than happy to give them one. Eventually.
I'm not worried about school. I called in around nine to tell them that we were sick. Separately. Aunt Betsey even made a comeback. Then I showered, threw my pajamas back on, and ended up falling back asleep until now. Sam's probably going to think its weird when he wakes up and sees that I got dressed, but I can't help it. I'm comfortable with him, but not necessarily with sleeping without my clothes on all morning. I like my pajamas, and I don't want to overdo it on this whole...whatever this thing is. I've heard a lot of stories about how bad this could turn out. It hasn't been anything but good so far, I don't want to ruin it at the last second.
I'm not sure I could, but I know I'm not going to test that.
What I am going to do is stay here until Sam wakes up. We have the place to ourselves today, so I don't have to rush around and try to get things done. If I want to lay around, I can lay around. I think he might assume the worst if I jumped out of bed and started getting breakfast ready anyway. He's already going to see that I got up and put clothes on, and we're not exactly in the same place we were last night. I don't want him to get the wrong idea when he should be getting the right one.
The right one being that I'm okay, and this is nice.
I think we ended up waiting just long enough to have sex. We didn't rush into it like everyone else, and that's good, because now I'm wondering why everyone else rushes into it. The obvious aside...that's not something you should just do with anyone.
...He's starting to move.
I hope this doesn't get weird. We've been doing good so far, it would suck if we messed up this part of it.
This is a step up from how exhausted I was a few hours ago, but I wouldn't mind a few more hours. The problem is, its already twelve thirty. Our friends have probably tried contacting us a few times by now. Whether they know what happened, or they think they know what happened, or they don't even want to guess about what happened, they're going to want some kind of answer as to where we are.
And I'll be more than happy to give them one. Eventually.
I'm not worried about school. I called in around nine to tell them that we were sick. Separately. Aunt Betsey even made a comeback. Then I showered, threw my pajamas back on, and ended up falling back asleep until now. Sam's probably going to think its weird when he wakes up and sees that I got dressed, but I can't help it. I'm comfortable with him, but not necessarily with sleeping without my clothes on all morning. I like my pajamas, and I don't want to overdo it on this whole...whatever this thing is. I've heard a lot of stories about how bad this could turn out. It hasn't been anything but good so far, I don't want to ruin it at the last second.
I'm not sure I could, but I know I'm not going to test that.
What I am going to do is stay here until Sam wakes up. We have the place to ourselves today, so I don't have to rush around and try to get things done. If I want to lay around, I can lay around. I think he might assume the worst if I jumped out of bed and started getting breakfast ready anyway. He's already going to see that I got up and put clothes on, and we're not exactly in the same place we were last night. I don't want him to get the wrong idea when he should be getting the right one.
The right one being that I'm okay, and this is nice.
I think we ended up waiting just long enough to have sex. We didn't rush into it like everyone else, and that's good, because now I'm wondering why everyone else rushes into it. The obvious aside...that's not something you should just do with anyone.
...He's starting to move.
I hope this doesn't get weird. We've been doing good so far, it would suck if we messed up this part of it.