Alright. I admit it.
I know she likes me. I understand that completely. And when I kissed her? There was definitely something. And I've told her things I never really told anyone else, and it's not all over school yet. So I think things with Carly are pretty safe, and I'm really comfortable with that. I am.
But that play... drove me out... of my freakin' mind.
Just... I wasn't even interested in anything in it but her in the first place. Gina did pretty good, but I was there for Carly. I wanted to watch Carly. I don't like plays, so I'm going to notice things that regardless of being in the play, look more real than acting. And I'm going to notice them pretty fast.
I think Arianna spent most of the time trying to get why I was sitting there trying not to look pissed. She seemed to think it was pretty funny. She likes me not trying to get mad, the only time she gets upset is when I actually am mad. Which is one of the reasons why I don't do it, because it upsets her. I'm great like that.
But this was just too much. I mean... Was he supposed to have his hands all over her like that? Was it really in the script? Isn't there some school rule about that kind of crap? I really want to know this now.
I'm still going to keep my mouth shut, but still, I want to know. "Come on, we have to go meet Carly."
"Alright. Are you okay, Sam?"
"I'm fine."
"You look mad."
"I'm fine. Come on Ari, and shut up for a little bit, okay?"
"... You don't have to be so mean, Sam."
...
"I'm sorry." I sighed, getting up from my seat and starting out with the rest of the crowd. "Just come on, alright?" Just follow me. Stop asking questions. You ask way too many freakin' questions for a kid your age, and you need to stop. Please?
"Okay, okay."
I took her hand so I could keep track of her, and took her out to go stand where the actors were supposed to be coming out. I'm going to be the good guy, because it probably didn't actually mean anything. It's alright. No big thing.
But still.
Jesus.
But that play... drove me out... of my freakin' mind.
Just... I wasn't even interested in anything in it but her in the first place. Gina did pretty good, but I was there for Carly. I wanted to watch Carly. I don't like plays, so I'm going to notice things that regardless of being in the play, look more real than acting. And I'm going to notice them pretty fast.
I think Arianna spent most of the time trying to get why I was sitting there trying not to look pissed. She seemed to think it was pretty funny. She likes me not trying to get mad, the only time she gets upset is when I actually am mad. Which is one of the reasons why I don't do it, because it upsets her. I'm great like that.
But this was just too much. I mean... Was he supposed to have his hands all over her like that? Was it really in the script? Isn't there some school rule about that kind of crap? I really want to know this now.
I'm still going to keep my mouth shut, but still, I want to know. "Come on, we have to go meet Carly."
"Alright. Are you okay, Sam?"
"I'm fine."
"You look mad."
"I'm fine. Come on Ari, and shut up for a little bit, okay?"
"... You don't have to be so mean, Sam."
...
"I'm sorry." I sighed, getting up from my seat and starting out with the rest of the crowd. "Just come on, alright?" Just follow me. Stop asking questions. You ask way too many freakin' questions for a kid your age, and you need to stop. Please?
"Okay, okay."
I took her hand so I could keep track of her, and took her out to go stand where the actors were supposed to be coming out. I'm going to be the good guy, because it probably didn't actually mean anything. It's alright. No big thing.
But still.
Jesus.