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well! i stopped making updates in this journal a real long time ago. its kind of sad, actually. i liked it alot and i liked my friends on this name.
update:
i broke up with my boyfriend of a year and a half.
im kissing a few other boys. i cant control my heart lately.
i feel like a whore. ive never done something like this in my entire life.
im really secretly in love with the ex-bf. always will be, but i cant help feeling for two new boys at once.
i actually have a BF, now. one of those new two. but, i dont know if its the best idea since i am for the first time in my life really into being single.
demoralization.
im about 117. im getting happier with my body because ive been loosing again lately. i went to the doctor because my parents found my diet pills. worst experience of my life, let me tell you.
he said that i need depression medicine,
another said that i need a RITALIN-type substance. for ADHD. meaning, weight loss is key!@
so life is basically better than ever.
i just want meds ASAP.
<3
update:
i broke up with my boyfriend of a year and a half.
im kissing a few other boys. i cant control my heart lately.
i feel like a whore. ive never done something like this in my entire life.
im really secretly in love with the ex-bf. always will be, but i cant help feeling for two new boys at once.
i actually have a BF, now. one of those new two. but, i dont know if its the best idea since i am for the first time in my life really into being single.
demoralization.
im about 117. im getting happier with my body because ive been loosing again lately. i went to the doctor because my parents found my diet pills. worst experience of my life, let me tell you.
he said that i need depression medicine,
another said that i need a RITALIN-type substance. for ADHD. meaning, weight loss is key!@
so life is basically better than ever.
i just want meds ASAP.
<3