Oct 14, 2004 16:56
i wonder what my boyfriend thinks of me.
the girlfriend who less than a month ago he could never get to eat,
he cant STOP from eating, now, either.
its fucking REDICULOUS.
i havent eaten this much for this long in YEARS. its sick. sick sick sick.
and i cant stop!
im probably way over 112.
i hate myself so much its not even funny.
what happened to 102 by halloween?
failure