So this is what it's like living in limbo. First I'm high, then I'm so low...
Horoscope:
Whatever you've just recently started or finished, you're going to feel just fine about it now. You're in the mood for commitments, shaking hands and making promises that you'll be determined to keep.
amazing. so true, as always.
anyway, the scale said im still 112. after eating like a fatass for two or three, maybe now its four days.
literally. over eating, every single day.
but, imagine what i was when i DIDNT eat for two or three days?
tomorrow is the end of all things. im going to get back on track and mmm, mmm, mmmmmmm.
ive realised something so overly obvious its pathetic.
i CAN do this, because i WANT to. and im GOING to do it, for myself.
its THAT easy. there isnt anyone fucking me up, but myself. and, i WANT it, so i can do it.
why should i sabatoge myself?
i want to ask my mom to get me adderall.
i cant concentrate on anything, lately. even when i eat tons of food. i loose my train of thought during CONVERSATIONS.
its sad.
i forget everything.
so, maybe adderall will help with;
a) concentration
AND
b) mega weight loss ;-)
somebody comment. im in need of one.
Whatever you've just recently started or finished, you're going to feel just fine about it now. You're in the mood for commitments, shaking hands and making promises that you'll be determined to keep.
amazing. so true, as always.
anyway, the scale said im still 112. after eating like a fatass for two or three, maybe now its four days.
literally. over eating, every single day.
but, imagine what i was when i DIDNT eat for two or three days?
tomorrow is the end of all things. im going to get back on track and mmm, mmm, mmmmmmm.
ive realised something so overly obvious its pathetic.
i CAN do this, because i WANT to. and im GOING to do it, for myself.
its THAT easy. there isnt anyone fucking me up, but myself. and, i WANT it, so i can do it.
why should i sabatoge myself?
i want to ask my mom to get me adderall.
i cant concentrate on anything, lately. even when i eat tons of food. i loose my train of thought during CONVERSATIONS.
its sad.
i forget everything.
so, maybe adderall will help with;
a) concentration
AND
b) mega weight loss ;-)
somebody comment. im in need of one.