E-I-E-I-O

Oct 30, 2008 01:35


...that title doesn't actually make much sense, but we'll go with it.

I am MISERABLE, guys.
Except for my teeth are super clean feeling thanks to dentist visit.

The misery comes from my mystery eustacian tube ache.
Yes, eustacian tube ache.
Ear ache plus sore throat! And they are both completely resistant to pain meds!
(Lisa do you have any idea what it might be? XPPP I figured you of all people would probably know...)

And to add to that, I am super depressed and down and incapable of...life. Yeah.
It's been a bitch of a week and I don't even really want to bitch about it, so here's the short version:

Sunday:
If you missed this on facebook, long story short my mother completely lost it and just about told me to move out. We have not really spoken about it since other than her apologizing.

Monday:
Drama performance. CANNED. AWFUL. DREADFUL. WANT TO DIE AND THEN GO BACK IN TIME TO REDO SLASH PREVENT. And as a result of that (plus the post-not-med-taking-depression-influx) I am freaking out about auditions and reeeeeeeeally calling into question my abilities as an actor. It is not a happy place.
Also Monday, NOBODY IN MATH. As in, I had no table partners. Blehhh.
Work was fine.
HEROES WAS AWESOME.

Tuesday:
Stayed at home because of depressedness. And also because I wasn't ready for English class (because of depressedness). Luckily for me, English was cancelled due to teacher taking a sick day (REASONS WHY COLLEGE > HIGH SCHOOL, NUMBER ONE). So now I have an extra four days to write an essay, so maybe I'll actually be able to.

Wednesday (Today):
I went to the zoo this morning! (Drama class assignment...animal unit...again. *cry*) It was super cool because the zoo is best in the morning when things are actually active (gorillas were crazy, and also gross). And because I ran into two other folk from my drama class, Josh and Leela (I haven't done drama class breakdown, have I? I should do that...tomorrow...), so we had grand adventures.
But then, missed bus back to downtown/school and was almost late for (dun dun dun) math test! *gasp! shriek! faint.*
That went...I'm hoping well. We'll see. (And hope. Because midterm is Friday.... =O)
Had nasty-ass chai, but also Spanakopita!
And then dentist appointment, which was super.
Then parental bitchiness on both sides. YAY.
And also not really watching Mongol because it was super boring. And Russian. But also Asian. Weird.
(All this accompanied by the greatest of personal soundtracks - Metallica! *cringe* Yeah, yeah, I know...XPPP)

Anyway, so I guess I'm not actually that miserable.
Except I am.

Guys, I really hate my brain. Really, really, really, really hate my brain.

depressed, math, zoo, illness, english, drama, school, college

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