"i feel infinate"

[awiya_me]

ok so lets see. went to school last week and it was whatever, nothing special. exchanged gifts which was fun =). mostly i was excited to see if everyone liked their gifts, which, for the most part, they did. i finished the book jen got me this morning, and wow, i loved it. i say that about all the books i read, but i mean it, it was great. weird though, it wasnt happy or sad for the whole thing, but it made me cry. i guess i was in the cry mood. or like on tv, when someone cries, i cry, so when he cried, i cried. which was a lot, lol. yeah so i thank jen generously, and everyone else for making me feel special, i loved all my gifts. christmas eve was spent, quite honestly, cleaning. its ok though; being our usual slacker-selves, we wrapped alll our presents, and that was fun. i got all in the spirit and things. christmas was fun, got lots of fun things from my family. my brother gave me a best of the pixies cd, which was amazing, because even though i didnt ask for it, he knew i wanted it. i am truly impressed. everything was cool though, i was pleased with all of my gifts. i'll be honest though, i wasnt in the best of spirits on christmas day. im not sure why, but it made me sad at the end of the night when i realized that i didnt make the best of the day. it made me really sad. anyway, this morning i finished the book, like i said, and i spent the rest of the day in my pjs. sometimes when i do that i feel unaccmplished, but it made me happy, and so i was accomplished. we watched small time crooks, me and the fam. it was fun, we dont do that enough.

i dont know why i wrote so much, and i wont feel bad if you dont read it all.