i wont let you down
ok well lets see...friday was ok i went to the vet with my pepper and then i had my barbizon classes. today i did my homework and then i went shopping.
i was pretty happy all day but i got pretty depressed when i went shoppping. i dont know why though. i didnt really buy anything, but i was ok with it. i went to american eagle but i didnt really see anythign i liked. i think i thought i was in the mood to shop but i wasnt really. i dunno its hard to explain. anyway, so now im kinda depressed. i dunno, maybe its the music. i dunno.
i kinda feel like i really want someone to talk to but not just anyone this certain person. i dont know why i wanna talk to him cause i havent in so long. he was online today, maybe thats it. i just really wish the phone would ring and it would be him. is taht pathetic? oh well not like i didnt know i was pathetic. anyway so i kinda wanna talk to him. i dont know why its only him that would make me happy right now. i wish i did, but i dont. i feel stupid cause its been so long he probably hasn't thougth about me in months. i havent thought about him either, just today. i dunno, maybe ill call him. maybe. i never will though, and i know it. i dont know why. i wish i did but i don't.
i was pretty happy all day but i got pretty depressed when i went shoppping. i dont know why though. i didnt really buy anything, but i was ok with it. i went to american eagle but i didnt really see anythign i liked. i think i thought i was in the mood to shop but i wasnt really. i dunno its hard to explain. anyway, so now im kinda depressed. i dunno, maybe its the music. i dunno.
i kinda feel like i really want someone to talk to but not just anyone this certain person. i dont know why i wanna talk to him cause i havent in so long. he was online today, maybe thats it. i just really wish the phone would ring and it would be him. is taht pathetic? oh well not like i didnt know i was pathetic. anyway so i kinda wanna talk to him. i dont know why its only him that would make me happy right now. i wish i did, but i dont. i feel stupid cause its been so long he probably hasn't thougth about me in months. i havent thought about him either, just today. i dunno, maybe ill call him. maybe. i never will though, and i know it. i dont know why. i wish i did but i don't.