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I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place here. I absolutely cannot do call center work due to a medical condition. I ignored that fact and tried to do it in March. I got sick and was jobless by April. Meniere's Disease isn't something to fuck with. I was vomiting uncontrollably for HOURS before I left work that last day. You can't answer the phone if you're vomiting. The acoustics + the headset fucked me so bad.
Cliff has a job, but it's not covering all of our expenses. He wants to move nearly a thousand miles away, and we have absolutely no financial padding whatsoever. After we pay the mortgage on THIS house for the month, we'll be broke. We won't even have the gas money to GET there, so I don't know how he's thinking we can do it.
I'm still looking for a job. There's only so much I'm physically capable of doing. My daily pain is getting worse, and I can't even go to a decent doctor. I have to keep begging my mother to pay for me to go back to the quack who writes my prescriptions. I have high blood pressure, asthma, severe allergies, arthritis, unmedicated Meniere's Disease(I ran out of valium a LONG time ago), and unexplained chronic pain(there are places I hurt that arthritis wouldn't affect.).
We've got feelers out for jobs in Kansas City, MO. Like I said before, I don't even know how the hell we'd get there, so I have no clue how much good that's going to do, end result. My husband acts like moving a thousand miles away from HOME (and going to live with other people after owning a house) is no big deal at all. (We can't really sell the house in case things go tits up.)
The last time I asked anyone for advice on what to do, they tried to pressure me into enlisting. I fucking CAN'T, okay?! Meniere's Disease, along with the surgery I had to remedy it /slow it down, categorically excludes me from being able to enlist. My husband can't enlist because I'm just shy of being disabled and he's my primary caregiver. (You try doing all your "activities of daily living" when you can't stand up or focus your eyes. The net effect is that of being blind, partially paralyzed, and drunk.)
Our bills are barely being paid. His work is making it really difficult for me to renew our food stamps so we can actually eat(not giving him the paperwork, etc).
If you want to help us, help. If not, just please don't give me crap for ending up like this. It wasn't a choice.
Paypal: lilpinkbunny (at) gmail (dot) com
Cliff has a job, but it's not covering all of our expenses. He wants to move nearly a thousand miles away, and we have absolutely no financial padding whatsoever. After we pay the mortgage on THIS house for the month, we'll be broke. We won't even have the gas money to GET there, so I don't know how he's thinking we can do it.
I'm still looking for a job. There's only so much I'm physically capable of doing. My daily pain is getting worse, and I can't even go to a decent doctor. I have to keep begging my mother to pay for me to go back to the quack who writes my prescriptions. I have high blood pressure, asthma, severe allergies, arthritis, unmedicated Meniere's Disease(I ran out of valium a LONG time ago), and unexplained chronic pain(there are places I hurt that arthritis wouldn't affect.).
We've got feelers out for jobs in Kansas City, MO. Like I said before, I don't even know how the hell we'd get there, so I have no clue how much good that's going to do, end result. My husband acts like moving a thousand miles away from HOME (and going to live with other people after owning a house) is no big deal at all. (We can't really sell the house in case things go tits up.)
The last time I asked anyone for advice on what to do, they tried to pressure me into enlisting. I fucking CAN'T, okay?! Meniere's Disease, along with the surgery I had to remedy it /slow it down, categorically excludes me from being able to enlist. My husband can't enlist because I'm just shy of being disabled and he's my primary caregiver. (You try doing all your "activities of daily living" when you can't stand up or focus your eyes. The net effect is that of being blind, partially paralyzed, and drunk.)
Our bills are barely being paid. His work is making it really difficult for me to renew our food stamps so we can actually eat(not giving him the paperwork, etc).
If you want to help us, help. If not, just please don't give me crap for ending up like this. It wasn't a choice.
Paypal: lilpinkbunny (at) gmail (dot) com